Poetry

Be There For Me Poem, Everyone Lies, Depression

you say your there for me 

but when I really open up to you , you just don’t want to see

you act like you care

but when I have these thoughts and break downs I ring and your never there

you don’t know what It’s like, to want to die

take the rope, f**k life and hold on tight

when I tell you I want to die, it’s no word of a lie

its all building up, I’m weak, I just want to surrender the fight

I can’t sleep at night, can’t sleep anymore

my constant pain, my constant heart sore

all the thoughts of death, I have and suicide

I tell you about them, why do you expect me to hide

I thought you were the one I could turn to when it got to much

well you could of fooled me, my feelings you don’t want to touch

I will just stay away, I get it, crystal clear

but one day suicide will take over, then maybe you will realize my fear 

its ok, I get it, its not happening to you

so it’s not a big deal, get over it, let it pass through

here’s the thing I have to say, now it’s my turn to speak

never push, me to far

‘cuz one day I’ll be weak 

and found shot dead in a car

please don’t push me to far