Love is not over · J.jk

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Today, after 2 years of holding back, I dug a razor blade into my flesh again.

It felt so relieving.
It felt so nice.
The blood slowly dripping as tears dropped from my face.

I need you back here baby girl, next to me.

I don't want to live here.

Everyone hates me here and I don't belong here. I belong where you are.

As I dug the razor into my flesh all I could think about was "If I pushed this in deep enough, I could join her."

Yours truly, Kookie.