TU MERI MANNAT (slow editing ..... On Hold )

OUR B'DAY NIGHT~ Part 13

he told I will come in a minute u watch it but meanwhile it started raining, we removed all the stuff and placed it under the water tank but the day I was on cloud nine and that to its raining so started playing in and this Sanskar staring at me in surprise so I dragged him out, we both played a lot suddenly a thunderstorm which made so afraid and I hugged Sanskar tight out of fear and he hugged me back and he whispered " ur afraid of a small thunder and how can u be a CA and face the whole world ahh" then I got angry and looked walked forward and said in husky voice" maybe I was afraid of small thing one day I may overcome them with a thunders speed "

I splashed water on his face "y u closed ur eyes for just small drops of water ahh ur afraid ahh"

I started running and he ran behind me at a certain point he held me and pulled towards him. I had seen a spark in his eyes which is indicating me that something gonna happens so I tried to move away but he followed me my back met the end of terrace wall, he had held me against the wall nd not even let a chance to escape.

with a winking smile, he said" ur really brave and intelligent Swaraaaa I have to know it before it has been so late "

by saying this he held me by my waist our eyes had met each other he kissed me on my forehead which made me freeze out of his act.we are... fully drenched out still rain drops are falling on us ... where as my heartbeat started racing sec by sec and Sanskar hold my hand and placed it on his shoulders and he slowly leaned towards my lips I was unable to face him so, I turned my face to aside .where as Sanskar kissed my left ear and he slowly leaned towards my neck and started sucking each drop of water on my nape and kissed sensuously which made my leg weak sec by sec .he pulled me towards him and my feet's are on his feet's his hands are roaming on my back on shirt he passed his one hand in my hair and other he held my waist and turned my face towards him and leaned to kiss my lips but out off nervousness I slapped him hard before he does ....which made our both shocked and there is awkward silence as its the 1st time we got such feelings

we both left quite by thinking what happened a minute before Sanskar looked aside and told' sorry Swara woh' actually "ur afraid of watching a romantic scene ... so now our self-made a romantic scene that too on our bday ur really a good artist u know"

I know he is lying to me we both know wat happened a minute before to is not under our control we both are on off sense

its late 3.30am go and sleep we will meet 2mmrow I don't know wat to speak so I left to my room

I know we both have the same feeling to each other I really don't know wat the feelings are bcoz I never thought of such things before but I know he is the one for me

I was very surprised to see Sanskar love for me in his eyes in my life I never thought that "the person who irritates me... will love me more then everyone " I had felt that wat feelings Sanskar have are only for me

but I thought to accept the relation its not the correct time as we are still 19 and 21 yrs its time to achieve our goals I wanted to make Sanskar serious in his life 1st and he should be turned responsible person I don't want him getting bad name that he is irresponsible person by anyone not even by his dad .I know he will do anything for me so I decided to make him serious in life but if he is in relation he will entirely spoil his career so I need to avoid him so I asked him to complete engineering and do masters but he told no "I can't go far from everyone that to for studies " so I stopped speaking with him to make him accept nd we have our exams me and Kavitha are busy in preparation its utmost 23days I had spoken with him the days are hard to go but I did bcoz I want Sanskar to succeed its 25day I have heard that Sanskar called Kavitha

on that night, I had seen him with Kavitha with made think that what I believed in this 19yrs is completely wrong

Sanskar can do anything with any girl... I had completely broken down ... the person whom I trusted more than myself is flirting with my best friend how disgusting it is I had never cried before that day in my life bcoz" whenever I got a tough situation Sanskar used to get me out of it but now Sanskar himself made me cry"

I had thought wat feeling he has are only for me whatever the things he does it should be ... only me he can hug me kisses me he can do whatever it should be only me I can't even bear him a second with another girl .

when I saw him with Kavitha my heart broken out I told him I hate him but wat I actually did is I started hating myself bcoz I love him more than myself so it hurted me more than I deserve

Kavitha too heart broken so she even left me also and when to Delhi this Sanskar if he is true he needs to come to me and he has to request me maybe I don't trust him for some days still he has to do so, but wat he did he left me alone which made me more week so I left my emotions but let my mind toward work and book which made my mind busy to forget the pain

but I felt happy when I knew he did his masters when my dad told mee that Sanskar is taking part in business I was on cloud nine that he turned serious in life but it's not

when DP uncle told about tender I thought he may work hard for it but he not even seen it completed he cheated and won it that day itself I got idea wat he is doing is to win me back .so I decided to get him on correct path, so I resigned my job at least my resignation changes him but no he again planned something now

whatever he did with Kavitha may be a prank or may not be but I want to know the truth at any cost why he did it but before it, i have to make him responsible in life

whatever he did or doing is just to get me back in his life but until he been responsible in life whatever may happen I won't say the truth that I too love him

and now Sanskar saying he loves me I don't know clearly I love him or not but I felt happy when he told it, yesterday he kissed me I got the same feeling which I got 2yrs back what's this am I really falling for him ?????

oh god, how can I win in it?

I have to control my feelings in this week and should be fully focused

*** to be continued*****