behind his eyes // joshler

twø

josh

i pace up and down my bedroom nervously as i repeatedly tell myself to calm down.

i'm ready to go to my new school.

boxes are left unopened from the very recent move to this quiet little street in ohio.

my mother comes into my room and walks over to me.

"you're going to do great, josh," my mother says, wrapping her arms around my shoulders.

i return her hug and she holds me close to her.

"thanks, mom," i reply, but i don't believe that i'll do great at all.

my mom pulls away and i head downstairs for breakfast.

after breakfast i walk outside with my mom and she drives me to school.

it's huge.

my anxiety kicks in.

this day is going to be hell.

a/n: yo so basically this is josh's morning, i know it's shorter than tyler's but I really want to get on with the story, thanks for reading!!!🖤