***Still Phil's POV****
Dan's face is expressionless, but his eyes hold everything.
"What was that for?" I whisper, not moving an inch.
"I don't know," he answers.
Then he breaks our stare, and stands up. He turns away from me and puts his hands on his face again.
"Dan," I say, moving over to touch his shoulder.
"Don't touch me," he harshly says, moving even further from me.
I just stare at him, confused. He turns around, and he looks like a totally different person than he was 2 minutes ago.
He's mad, I know because his eyebrows are lower, and his eyes are sharp.
"Dan, are you okay?"
All he does is look at me harder.
"Answer me," I whisper.
"No Phil. I am not okay," he grabs his hair, "I'm not O-fucking-kay." he speeds past me and into his room, starting to cry again.
I'm about to follow him, but I don't think he wants to see me.
Great job, Phil. Now he hates you.
I sit back down at the table and lay my head down.
He kissed me. He kissed me.
That has to mean something, right?
****Dan's POV*****
I'm laying down on my mattress, staring at the ceiling in the dark.
I kissed him.
Why?
That's what I wanted to do, right?
I remember what happened earlier in the park with Lucy.
When I looked at her, all I saw was another girl. Just another girl, just like all the other ones I've dated.
But when I looked at Phil, when I looked into his eyes, it was like nothing else mattered. No one else mattered.
I try to remember any other times that I felt that way about him.
Every time I see him. That's how I feel about him.
But I always chase my thoughts away with reality. Knowing he doesn't feel the same.
Tonight though, he said he likes me.
Correction, he said he was in love with me.
But, that was before I ran from him.
I sit up in my bed, against the wall. I want to go talk to him, but what would I say?
"I'm in love with you,too" ?
I can't say that if I'm not sure.
And I'm dating Lucy.
Wait.
I thought Phil liked Lucy.
But he likes me.
He kissed me back because he loves me.
Why would he have kissed Lucy, if he loves me, not her.
This is too much.
I close me tired, red eyes, and fall asleep instantly.
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HEY c:
I have homework crap to do, so that's why this chapter wasn't longer xD I'll probably write another chapter today.
Dan is starting to use his brain xD
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