Random poems of my life

It was your fault, but I'm still sorry.

I love you.
I hate you.
You ripped my heart out and laughed.
I begged for forgiveness over nothing.
You mocked.
I tried.
But I could never hurt you.
You said I changed.
But you were the only one changing.
I was in pain.
But it was only about you.
I tried to keep all our promises
You took off that ring way before this day.
I tried so hard.
But it only made it worse.
My life was a joke to you.
You loved me.
Fucked me.
Kissed me.
Held me.
Needed me.
Missed me.
But none of that mattered.
I moved.
You didn't.
Three years meant nothing.
That ring meant nothing.
Our lips meant nothing.
Our promises meant nothing.
I meant nothing.
Because you couldn't fuck me for a few months.
I tried.
You didn't.
I'm sorry.
You're not.
Block me.
I don't care.
I'm not sorry anymore.