I know I need to have someone
to have a friend to talk to
but I don't want to.
I don't want to have to add weight on anyone's shoulders.
I don't want to burden them with my problems.
I don't want to have to censor anything or make sure that I don't fuck up and say something I shouldn't have.
I don't want to have to deal with their bullshit
Or listen to their problems.
Does that make me a bad person?
Because what am I supposed to say if they say that their fat and ugly when I think the same thing about myself?
I can't even comfort myself.
How the hell am I supposed to comfort someone I barely know?
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Selfish
RandomPretty major trigger warning. If you are uncomfortable with depression and suicidal thoughts, please click away. Now that we have that done with, hi. Welcome to my public journal. Disclaimer: The attempts at poetry are pretty cringy, so beware lmao...
