Paper Notes - [joshler]

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[ tyler's pov ]

"m-me-me t-too"

my body falls limp to the ground, tears uncontrollably fall from eyes.

but josh just stands there.

my voice was extremely raw sounding, it almost hurt to use it.

it's like i forgot how to speak, im so used to thinking, but never voicing my thoughts.

it's such a radical thought.

me speaking?

i'm still on the floor, josh is still standing there, watching.

what's that supposed to mean?

probably thinks i sound like a child who hardly knows how to even walk yet.

"tyler" it's almost like he didn't mean to say my name, it just fell from his mouth.

i'm still crying like a fed up baby, i hate myself.

"your voice.." he trails off again.

"it's amazing" he sounds like he's in disbelief.

i look up and see a huge grin on his face.

i want to say something, i just don't have the words for it, or maybe the guts for it.

he holds out a hand, allowing me to grip it and he pulls my body up with a swift tug.

without a word he pulls me into a hug.

for some reason, my eyes swell up and i cry, furiously almost.

"i-i like y-ou too" i hold onto him like my life depends on it.

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[ a/n ]

i make myself cringe when i write bc i'm so bad at writing out how i imagine things to go in my head

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