"June 26th.
you... you called last night... and you noticed i was... i mean... m-my vouce was shaking... so... so i decided to go to the doctor today... i took the risk that you... you might see me... buti can't keep myself sober if i won't see the doctor...
he gave me another set of meds. he said... he said i got worse... he said keeping my condition as a secret doesn't do any good. but... but it really does, josh. you know... keeping my condition makes you guys not to worry about me... he... he jist don't understand that..."
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trapdoor: finish this waste of a life. [COMPLETED]
Fanfiction"i'm thinking of it. over and over and over again for days now, and i finally found the right sentence for this record, i love you, josh." --tyler joseph