"MY LOVER"

"Daddy's big boy, ain't that right"

Justin's POV

It's so hard having Selena pregnant, I mean I love her dearly and having children with her is something I've always wanted. Just look at Drew, and a new girl or boy on the way

But her mood, she is angry at one time, the next she's crying and then she's tired. I know it's hormones, I can't really blame her

I just hope it's time soon, so I could meet hopefully our daughter.

"Ey Joe have you seen Sel?" I asked as I stepped into the gaming room. Where we obviously have our computers and other gaming things

"I think I saw her and Drew in the pool house" he replied not really focusing on me

"Okay thanks" I walked to the pool house, wondering what she is doing there.

"Yay good Drew baby!" I heard Selena say as she clapped probably too Mason

"Hey love" I said as I stepped into the pool room and closed the door after me

"Daddy look I can swim look" Drew screamed very excited, showing me. Of course he couldn't really swim but he was progressing

"Yeah buddy I can see that" I gasped and smiled at him

"Hey babe what do you want?" Selena asked as I approach her "Nothing... can't I just be with my girlfriend and my little son?" I asked and sat down beside her

"Daddy I no baby I'm a big boy" Drew said and splashed water all around himself

"Yeah baby boy you are a big boy, daddy's big boy ain't that right" I winked at him which made him giggle

"What do you want to do today darling?" I asked Selena kissing her forehead
"I don't know maybe a date?" She smirked at me

"Oh so you want to go on a date with me, I think I can rearrange that"
"Then it's a date" she smiled at me "but now Drew and I are gonna swim a little more, so see you soon baby" she said and jumped down in the water

"Alright see you guys soon, love you" I replied and walked to the door "Love you too" I heard both say

A date, it's been a long time since Selena and I were on I date and I miss spending some alone time with her

"Hey Jason, I will be in the office if anyone asks" I muttered as i walked by the kitchen to grab a bottle of water "Yeah sure, by the way Enzo called and he said they are in Russia now" he added "Good make sure he calls when they are done" I replied, walking to my office to continue with some papper work

I've sent Enzo, Ryan and Alfredo to Russia to fix a mistake that someone had to cause, we would of have the drugs shipped to us if it wouldn't have been of those damned Russians.

Also there has been some news lately about me moving here to Italy, it took them a long time to find out that I left the States, which now means that we have new problems. Never can I have peace in my life, however that's how it is when you live a criminal life. It's not like I had a choice when I was younger, that's how it is when you grow up with i father as a leader in a gang and brothers who also lives the same life as me.

We never asked for this life, no of us, there is prices we have to pay. It's definitely not safe to live this way and I hate myself for dragging in Sel. Because of me she will never be safe, not my children either or anyone in my family.