Letters to him // Yoonseok

Thank you for trying.

"What have you got there?"
"A letter for you"
"Read it"

"Dear Hoseok,
Thank you for trying but I couldn't take it anymore. Did you ever love anyone Hoseok? It's bittersweet. It hurts so much but we humans long for these feelings. I read all your letters and those were keeping me alive. But Hoseok, I loved that boy too much. He didn't even let me see his dying face. He was suffering all alone. How can I live with this guilt? He made me promise to be alive. But I gave up like the selfish bastard I am. I just want to be free from this suffering.
Maybe, just maybe if there is a thing called another life. Then we three would be the best of friends. You would like him a lot. He is cheery and bubbly like you.

And I am a rapper. Min Yoongi. 24 years old. "

"Are you crying?"
"Yeah, I guess I am. Love is bittersweet."