I wish I could say I still love you, but I don't not since you started dating her. I don't love you like I
used to. But I long for you more then I did before. I don't hate you but I don't like you. You spend
all your time with her. Going on dates and leaving me out. I know she's your girlfriend but that
doesn't mean you forget your best friend. I know you love her but that doesn't mean you cant at
least acknowledge me. You don't have to love me even if I love you. But you can't forget about
me like I never meant anything to you. And maybe you do. Maybe you do love me. And maybe
one day you'll see that. but its fine now. Ill stay back and let you love her and watch as you build
a life with her as long as you don't leave the team I think ill be fine. But then you do and I never
see you. I say its all fine that your safer now that you both are. But its not cause now I'm all
alone and jealous and I wanna make you feel that too. You both call me on my birthday and I
put on a smile cause I finally get to see you again but then bette comes out an ruins it. She was
only helping something you never do for me anymore. I send kaldur on a mission and he's doing
just fine but I tell her he needs help that he needs her help and she agrees right on the spot. The
truth is I just wanted you to be alone and her leaving was the answer. Then you get mad but its
okay cause were finally talking face to face now and its all fine. But then you die. You weren't
suppose to die. And now I'm more alone then I was before, because now ill never see you again
cause now ill never get to tell you how I feel. So I leave and she comes back. And I get it people
cope in different ways and she does by kicking someone in the face. I rather just swing from a
bar and feel like Tarzan. I see him on the news. Your new replacement. They make marks about
how Kid Flash has returned and how much smaller he is. It takes them a while but they finally
understand that its someone else. I would never do that. Get you mixed up with someone else.
I've just known you too long. I find a new place where I can get a fresh start. And for a split
second those new faces don't see me as Batmans sidekick. The robin that went rouge. They see
me as Nightwing and its nice. But in that split second all I can think about is you. All I ever can
think about is you.
