Damn it
I stare at you and catch you gazing at me. My heart constricts, yet I lower my gaze.
Why can't you like me?
Am I not good enough?
Am I ugly?
Damn it!
I wish I could be the girl you'd love to talk to.
I wish these feelings of loneliness and emptiness would go away.
I wish my heart would stop aching whenever you are mentioned.
I wish my eyes could stop following you.
I wanna scream.
I wanna cry, but these tears don't seem to wanna fall.
I wanna hit something.
I wanna stop being attracted to you.
I didn't ask for these feelings. I wasn't looking for someone to love. I just wanted to pass my senior year without any worries. But, now going to school is all about you.
I long to see you at school; I long to talk to you.
But, truth be told, you don't like me and that is destroying me.
I want to be liked by you.
I wan to have a relationship with you.
I want to get to know you better.
I want to hold your hand.
I want to know what keeps you up at night, what worries you, what frightens you.
I want to know everything about you.
Damn it!
I'm far too into you already
