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I woke up and kirk wasn't there I began to panic I looked everywhere and nothing so at this point I was freaking out then I walked upstairs to the roof and there he was tuning his guitar. My clumsy ass knocked over something and caught his attention.

"Beth is that you?" he said

"Yeah." I said emberassed

"Mornin" he said with a sweet smile.

"Mornin." I said with a yawn

"Come over here sit with me." he said

I sat down besides him and he put his arm around me and kissed my cheek.

"How'd you sleep?" he asked with a smile

"Good" I giggled and blushed. Kirk smiled and pulled me closer to him. it was about 7:00am in the morning so I was still a bit tired but I was happy.

"Ok so about yesterday." kirk said with a serious look

"Yea?" I said curiously

"I told you everything yesterday because me and the boys are going on our first tour." He said

My heart shattered. I said

"O-oh two months?"

"Baby listen.." he said as he grasped my hand

"No, Kirk you don't understand" I sobbed

"What do I not understand?" he said

"Its just- ugh nevermind,,"

"No, baby tell me...

"Fine... Its just you and I just got together and your gonna leave on tour with thousands of women who want you and like i know how you guys are ok?" I said

Kirk looked surprised then he smiled and said...

"Look Beth if I didnt care I would have never said anything and yes me and the guys do get a little drunk at stuff but I know ill never do that to you.."

He looked at me and wiped the tear from my eye which made me blush like a dork

"Your the only girl that I want." he said

That must have calmed me down because I stopped crying.

"Beth I need to go to guitar center to buy new pick ups for my guitar for the tour and I want you to come.' he said

"Ok let me get dressed"

As I was getting dressed I still couldn't stop thinking that kirk was gonna leave it broke my fuckin heart. I was kinda happy for the guys but at the same time I felt so broken.

"Ready beth?"

"Almost hold your curls." I said

"haha ok." Kirk giggled

As we got into the car kirk put in a UFO cd and we started to sing along. It only felt like seconds but we arrived to guitar center. I walked over to the les pauls and played along to some kiss songs while kirk checked out the pickups. After he payed we went to the car.

"Beth?" kirk said

"Yeah?"

"I-i cant stop feeling guilty that im gonna leave you to go on tour. The guilt is biting me in the ass." he explained

"Kirk listen j-just think of me and make smart choices" I said trying to be posotive.

"I love you..." he said.

"I love you more.." I said brokenly









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