emp·ty
ˈem(p)tē/
adjective
1.
containing nothing; not filled or occupied.
Emptiness is not only an adjective, it's a feeling. My emotions have been taken over by the demons that have been drowning me for 3 years now. But i've learned how to deal with it and just except it. This short story is not made for you to cry, feel bad for me, or very triggering. I just write these stories to get my mind off of a lot of struggles I deal with on the daily. Life has it's ups and downs, but i just have been feeling down lately. I just don't feel the same how I felt in the beginning of this year. I found some happiness when I started dating someone. I just feel like people get tired of hearing my sad sob story. And that's probably why when they ask what's wrong, I just say nothing. Saying nothing is how i feel everyday. My emotions have been drowned by the demons I've been living with. I'm just really tired of dealing with this much pain. My mind feels like clouds. I constantly feel left out of everything even my own family conversations. I just feel like I can never relate to anybody. I just miss the younger me, I never had to much to worry about. The only thing I "worried" about was what hairstyle I was gonna have. I'm just gonna leave this here...
