I'm tired, people expect so much from me that is ridiculous.
I'm pretty sure that people suspect what goes on.
No one understands how I feel, my feelings don't matter........in more than 1 place.
People don't even try to show or be empathetic.
It sad when you think about it.
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Just know and remember that anything and everything that happens is my fault.
Even somebody else's mistake.
Even a natural disaster.
Everything and anything, the mistakes, death, and disasters are all my fault.
I'll accept responsibility.
I'll take everyone's punishment along with my own.
In more places than 1.
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I can either succeed or fail.
Few people remember what I stood for.
Those few are the only ones who want me to succeed.
Everyone else doesn't care what happens to me as long as they don't get hurt or punished.
Everyone else wants me to fail.
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I know who I am.
Or at least I thought I did.
I am to other people a scapegoat, a punching bag, a person who doesn't fight back, a bad leader, a death dealer, and soooooooo much more.
To those few people, and that 1 goddess I was Perseus Achilles Jackson, the best leader and demigod anyone had seen, the demigod that went through sooooo much and came out sane.
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To me I am weak, stupid, killer, abused, bullied, underappreciated.
To me I am no longer Perseus Achilles Jackson.
Who took his place? I don't know. Some shell of the hero he was.
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Just remember everything and anything that goes on is my fault.
Just remember that you don't take punishment. I do.
Just remember that nothing is your fault. It's mine.
Don't worry about responsibility. I will take it.
Though there are very few I will willingly take the responsibility for.
Pick a side and call me who I am to your standards.
A/N: Hi! Did you like it? Be honest please. Did it make sense, was it too deep for a first chapter. Reading might be different but writing wise that was emotionally draining. I DID NO PRE-WRITE THIS CHAPTER. But if this gets a good response I'll update more, and I'm not going to pre-write this book. It'll be 1 chapter because this is very draining.
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