I Am Such A 'Drama Queen'

Where It All Began

Ever since I can remember I had been very social and had a lot of friends until the dreaded year middle school. I know terrifying but for 6th grade, it wasn't bad. I know who I like and didn't and where I was on the popularity scale( not very high ). But then 7th grade came around and well it changed I moved up to ACC(advanced common core) which I really wanted but all my friends were in the other class. I tried to make new ones but I ended up sitting alone a lot. I know they aren't trying to hurt me but they are. Also, my friends from 6th grade, aren't well nice anymore and get kinda annoying. People keep calling me a drama queen though I don't see how. Get this I'm not the kinda person to jump off something and hurt myself to become popular. To make things worse once at lunch I tried to sit with one of the more popular girls she was nice and we sat and talked for a little then another girl came and saw me and her and said she was sitting at another table and that the other girl should come join her. They left me even though there was enough seats for her and all their friends. They left me all alone I just got up and sat with another girl I knew who wasn't as popular. Even though that happened months ago I still remember it. I am not saying that I am mad at them beacuse if you got a good think going then well go for it. All I am saying is that when you see some one alone sit with them. Sure there are two people I know of that are there for me but I never see them. In 4th grade my best friend moved away even though it was just 30 minutes away there are months gaping the time that I see her. A little while later in 5th grade another girl came to play she was nice too. We hung out almost ever weekend then she moved to Chicago.

As far away as I tried to keep from drama it just appeared. A boy in my class that I knew gave me a note that said "will you date me Yes No". I didn't respond first I wanted to know why so I asked he said because I was kind, funny, and cute. Me cute oh please so I said no he harassed me all that day. And the day after he and I tried to talk but it didn't work. He was new to our school and at his old school had dated a lot of girls. But at our school he had dated two off and on which was unheard of at our school and asked like seven girls out (including me) I said no way. After all he just want to date me for populaity cause some how its 'cool' to date a girl. Besides dating in middle school at are school is just saying your dating if anything you see and talk to them less like whats with that? Anyways all in all I am being followed by a boy and have no friends ugh life of a 'Drama Queen'.