Sucide Note #1

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Maybe it was my fault for not telling but then again maybe it was your fault for not realizing 

come on how exciting can a wall be? 

(I sit and stared for minutes, hours. Get me help! This isn't normal!)

"i was thinking maybe we should change the paint"

what were you doing up at 3am?

(soaking my pillow with my tears, screaming into it,  trying to get sleep.)

 "Oh i just had a headache"

why was there blood on the pillow?

  (I self harmed you idiot! there was some on the mattress too.) 

"oh no it was just a nose bleed"

what were the scratches on your hand? 

(crap i forgot to wear full sleeves to hide the cuts)

"i walked into the fence right"

~BMS~








A.N first one i ever wrote...and double update...because i'm a freaking mess rn

THE PICTURE I ATTACHED IS THE ONLY REASON I AM STILL HERE BREATHING THE SAME AIR AS YOU GUYS <3 xx

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