I Hate You, I Love You

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Author's POV

Kisses is sitting on the bench. Same spot where Yves and Kris sat on the other day. She sighed in frustration. Bakit ganun? Yung mga taong gusto mo ay hindi ka gusto sa paraang gusto mo? O, ang redundant na niya. Haaay. Gusto niyang umiyak ng umiyak at maglabas ng sama ng loob.

But she has no one to talk to as of the moment. Wala si ate Mayer niya. Busy sa paggawa ng kung ano-anong anek anek. Si Feny naman, ayon busy din. Tss. Isang beses na napabuntong-hininga ulit siya.

Ano bang meron ngayon?! Bakit lahat yata ng mga tao ngayon busy?? Ugh. I can't even.

Kisses went back and fort from kitchen to living room. Habang ngumangata ng favorite chocolate niya na Hersheys----Oh, well. Parang lahat naman yata ng klase ng chocolate masarap para kay Kisses.

"Hey, Vicky-----Oh, never mind.." she back off when she noticed that Marco is with her.

Vicky and Marco starting to get clingy to each other. And so is Sky and Edward. Di niya maiwasang masaktan sa twing nakikita niyang sweet si Marco kay Vicky. Dati, sa kanya lang ganun si Marco. Sweet, maalaga, thoughtful... She sighed. And it hurts to know that the guy she had fallen in love with is in love with someone else.

And just someone else but to her close friend as well. Sa ngayon, she's starting to drift away both from Marco and Vicky. She couldn't stand seeing them together. Knowing that it could be her. Thinking that somehow...somehow he feels the same towards her.

But no. He is in love with a girl. Another girl to be exact.

Ack!! How to move on po?!

Isang beses pang muling napabuntong-hininga nalang si Kisses hanggang sa tabihan siya ng kung sino man.

Si Feny. Kasunod nito si ate Mayer niya. Parang gusto nang magtubig ng mga mata niya pagkakakita ng mga kaibigan niya. Napalis ang mga ngiti sa mga labi nila pagkakita sa malungkot na mukha ni Kisses.

"Friend, bakit??" Feny asked me and grab my shoulders to face her forcibly

"Wala. Akala ko hindi niyo na ako maaalala. Masyado kayong busy into other stuffs.." naghihinampong tugon niya sabi labi.

"Ayy? Nagtampo ang bata. Come on, ate Kisses. Cheer up! Anyare ba?" si Feny ulit.

Tahimik lang kasi siyang pinagmamasdan ni ate Mayer. Parang may inaarok na tingnan. Mayer is trying to read Kisses actions though. Medyo kaduda-duda kasi ang katahimikan-----Okay, scratched that-----Ang kalungkutan ng anyo ni Kisses ngayon. She's trying to find out.

"O, te May? Bakit ganyan ka makatingin??" tanong ni Kisses habang nakangiti

Naku! Kahit yung ngiti niya ay mukhang ayaw makisama. Base kasi sa reaksiyon ni ate Mayer lalong nakakadudang tingin ang binigay nito sa kanya. Paktay na bai! Wala naman siyang ginawang kaduda-duda diba? O wala nga ba?

Nah! She feel like she's already in a hot seat. Parang sinasabi ng tingin ni ate May, "Usap tayo maya" ganern. Hala bai...

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"Psst!"

"Huh?" Kisses shivered when she heard that sound. May iba bang tao sa storage room ngayon?

Eh, siya lang naman ang inutusan diba para kuhanin ang stocks nila na lulutuin? Di naman siguro...

"Boo!"

"AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!" kisses screamed at the top of her lungs when the windows curtains talked and moved.

She run outside and closed the door immediately. Hinawakan niya ang doorknob nang napakahigpit para di makalabas ang kung anumang...