UNCONDITIONAL

CHAPTER FOUR

It's been three months now, that i've been going to this high school. Ethan is currently my best friend while aleks is guess what, my girlfriend. Actually i asked her out a few days ago and she actually said she liked me. I was quite in a shit load of shock. But ever since then, ethan has been trailing my ass. He always gives her this glare when she sits with us at lunch, and always wraps his arm around me and acts all gay when she walks with us home. Yes us, he doesn't want me to go home with only her so he comes with us then till i get home, he goes back to school for volley ball. Unbelievable right? He says he does it to "protect" my dick. From getting some disease. I usually laugh when i think of that lame ass excuse but, whatever he says.
I've been going to every single one of ethan's games, and they are quite entertaining to watch. Especially when his face hits the ground because i laugh and ethan gets triggered. He usually comes over to where i sit and ruffles my hair or hits my head and tells me to fuck off. All i do is smile even more when he touches me. But mostly because his coach gets mad at him for leaving the court. I really think he likes it when i go to his games, he has confidence. Every time i go he seems to play hard, and help his team. But on some occasions when i cant, which is never, he tells me they loose. I'm finally someone's good luck charm, aren't i fucking lucky.
Anyways today is monday and i'm walking with my beautiful girlfriend to school. We are holding fucking HANDS AND I DONT WANNA SWEAT AHH. Woah...keep your chill man...anyways yeah we are holding hands. She is so cute, and her skirt looks shorter today. Hot.
We get to class and of course ethan is at my desk. "oi.what are you doing in here ethan." i said grumpily and aleks just stared at him. "well...i wanted to be happy to see you but- of course you're with that thing." he frowns and stands up, and grabs my other hand. I look down. " um. stop being gay, don't you have volleyball?" I looked at him and he tried to pull me. "yes so come with meee" He whined. I mean,i looked at aleks and she looked pretty pissed. "no john stay with me." she said plainly,and me being the man i am, pull away from ethan and wrap my arms around her waist and pull her close. "alright.." i smirk. ethan sighed heavily and i suppose he left. The teacher then got upset and told us to stop or i would get detention :/.
At lunch aleks wasn't there. She texted me and told me to meet her in the secret locker room. Apparently she wasn't "feeling" well. I waited for ethan to show up, but he wasn't coming so i just texted him i'd meet him after school. After that i went to the room and you know what i see...Aleks, fucking stripped down. This is hot okay, i blushed red when i walked into the room. I couldn't believe what i was seeing. "he-hey...um..it's not that warm in here..." i said and walked over to sit on the floor. There is also a mattress in here and i don't know why but she is sitting all cute on it. "of course not...but i did this for you." she looked at me. I suddenly smirk, ya know to keep my cool and walk to the bed and push her down, hovering over her. She told me once not many people know about this room, so goodie. I looked down at her and damn, she had a rack. I caressed her cheek and leaned in and kissed her. She wrapped her legs around me and pushed ME down. "let me take over, virgin boy." she started to grind on me, and it felt good. I mean really good, but suddenly we hear the door open. Both of our faces in shock, because not even the teachers know of this sex realm. Foot steps got closer and closer and i just looked at aleks and started to make out with her again because why not. She moaned some cute moans because i also started to rub her in a certain place. But all i hear next is my name. "john?" I look over and it was ethan. ETHAN YES ETHAN HOW THE FUCK DID HE KNOW OF THIS PLACE. "what the fuck are you doing john..." he said strictly and walked over and grabbed my hand. He pulled me up and hugged me sort of. His arm was around my waist and he pulled me to him. Aleks pouted and crossed her arms. "more like what are doing? and how did you find this place??" i looked at him and asked. "i come here when i'm not usually having the best of days, to think or sleep..." He looks at me with this painful look in his eyes. "well...aleks and i are here so you can-" he cuts me off. "no, let's go we're leaving." he said with that strict voice and pulls me out of the room, as i follow. "e-ethan let go of me. what the hell?" "what the hell is right, i told you she just wants you for a good fuck." He growled and held on to me tighter. "so what if she does! it will get rid of my virgin days!" i exclaimed because it's true! He stopped walking fast and looked at me. He sighed and shook his head. "john...im protecting you okay? please just let me." He looked exhausted, and i just now noticed now that i have my eyes off of aleks. "hey ethan...have you been sleeping?" I asked and rubbed his dark circles with my fingers. He slapped my hand away and nodded. "of course i have...just..get to class. I have gym now so...see ya." He had a frown on his face and walked away. Shit did i fuck up once again...Ahg i'll go to his practice tonight and see if he is doing ok. he needs rest, his eyes say it all.
As i walked back to class some punk ass came up to me and asked me where aleks was. I didn't know but i figured it was an ex of hers. "don't know." i answered and kept walking. He stopped me again. " i know you know where she is you twink." I growled because i'm NOT GAY. "twink?" i scoffed. "shut up man, go away, look for her yourself." I growled and kept walking. But he pushed me on the lockers hard. i grunted and looked at him. "what the hell..." i coughed a bit. "tell me where she is...faggot. i know you know...besides i bet you love that ethan kid more than her..." I gave a disgusted look. "ethan? look man i'm straight and i love aleks so fuck off will you?" i turned my head and saw ethan in his uniform and he watched and walked up to the guy. "grow up okay?" he grabbed my hand and walks me to class. "protect yourself john. i won't be here all the time..." He looked at me then fixed my hair and sighs then walks away, waving bye as he did.
I didn't know what to say. But i was grateful that he saved my ass.
After school i didn't even stop to find aleks because i just felt really guilty about trying to fuck with her after ethan said not to. I went straight to the gym to watch him practice for volley ball. I guess i got there a bit early and they were changing out, no one was there but the coach. The coach saw me and walked up to me. "Hey kid, what's your name?" He asked me. "oh um...john sir." i felt really awkward as he stared at me. As if i was being eye raped. Ew. Anyways i tried to avoid eye contact because of my awkwardness. "You're ethan's friend right?" He asked me and i nodded slowly. "a-ah yeah. I am." He fixed his jaw then crossed his arms and looked at the boys as they started to come out. "i think you should stay away from him." I was taken a back for a bit and looked at him. "e-excuse me? heh..." i laughed softly and he looked at me with all seriousness. "i mean it. Stop talking to him." I looked at him then looked down. "why should i...with all respect i am going to keep talking to him...he is my best friend.." He looked at me and laughed a bit. "Ethan, your best friend? He doesn't make friends that easily. You're new right. Look kid, if you distract him anymore it could get him distracted from the scholarships he could get." He sighed and put a hand towards his face. "He is a pro. But lately during practice he has been making shitty screw ups, and i feel like it's due to his new friend. You" I looked at the boys and saw ethan come out, he was in his practice uniform with earbuds in and a water bottle. He looked like a solitary guy. Like no one could touch him. I looked back at the coach. "i see...well i'm sure he wouldn't leave me haha..he admires me." The coach gave me a smirk. "well. We will see about that john." He walked away to get his clipboard then near the stairs to get up to see who gets points. I don't know what the hell its called. But i sat down slowly, just thinking. Would ethan really leave me for some stupid scholarships. I mean collage volleyball could be great and all...but i'm sure he wouldn't leave me. I'm sure i could just tell him to focus more. Yeah. I'll tell him to focus more.
        After watching ethan practice the whole time, i waited till he got done changing over. I'm not sure if he noticed me, but he looked so focused. He sweats a lot for sure but, he looked like he was focused. I walked around to the locker room and heard the guys talking. "Oi ethan, what's up with that guy you hang around. He was here today." One dick said. "yeah yeah, is he like your boyfriend or something?" some other guy said. There was silence, then ethan spoke. "who. john? i know he was here. And no we aren't a thing, i'm not gay haha...besides he has aleks." He said sarcastically and sort of painfully. Like he didn't mean it...Or did he? I blinked a few times then heard the door open and i sonic x'ed outta there. I was panting and near the exit doors.
     After waiting for a bit all the other guys came out but ethan. 'What the fuck...?' i thought and went up to one of the guys to ask where he went. "oh ethan? he went out the back way. Don't know why though haha" he said and i sighed and ran to the back doors. Eh running sucks aSS.  But i felt this feeling. Like someone is trying to avoid me. I ran too the door and opened them, letting the cold in. My visible breath in the air surrounded my face. It was dark, but i saw a figure walking. It's head down, with a bag on its back. "Ethan!" i called out, panting. He slowly turned to face me and i ran to him. I didn't hug him like in those gay ass mangas ok, i just looked at him and turned on the light on my phone. "Ethan why did you go this way?" I was panting a bit still. "Why can't i?" he asked. "a change is good sometimes..." He started to walk again and i started to get pissed with how he was acting. I grabbed his wrist and frowned. "Ethan...what's with you...do you not want to talk to me..." He didn't look at me. He didn't even say anything.  "YOU WONT EVEN LOOK AT ME! I KNOW YOU KNEW I WAS THERE...i...i was there for you!" my voice started to crack a bit. This is so weird. I've never felt so submissive. He took a deep breath and looked at me. "look...john...let's stop talking. Forget we ever met. Don't go to my games, or practices...Don't sit with me at lunch. Just...stay away from me. I'm sorry...i thought we could be friends but ...i guess not." He pulled his hand away. Looked at me for a few more seconds then, he left. He walked away. And me? I stood there. In shock. My one true friend. Just told me this and i, didn't know what to do. I felt hopeless. Like i couldn't do anything. I just looked down and felt something in my eyes, rubbed them. Tears.
   That was the last thing he said to me. The next day went on, and i saw him. Laughing with out me. It's over.