UNCONDITIONAL

CHAPTER TWO

     So, hey i'm back from being a looser online. Again, i am a 16 year old emo teen boy with no life. What else do i do.
    I did get more information on this gay ass guy though. His name is Ethan, and um i guess he is handsome, he probably has many thirsty chicks all over him. And just because i said i think he is attractive...doesn't mean i'm gay. Jeez it gets so annoying when people say that i'm a homo !
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       So it's been a few hours. It's currently the next day, 12 AM. I should be asleep, considering that i have school tomorrow. The first day of school, for me, I mean in this shit town. But of course, the rebel i am, ima stay up till like, 2 Am then regret life the sad life i have in the morning because i was online, chatting it up with some people online. "chatting it up" lolololol what.
      I just got a DM from that guy...ethan right? I bet he lives far from me. I haven't seen that many attractive guys where i am, so must be. Most of the guys here have terrible choice in clothing. Like what the hell do you wanna look like in front of all these girls? A sack??? of?? fucking?? potatoes??
     Eh i'll see what he sent me. i'm bored, ill just make a new friend.

       THE NOT GAY DM
Ethan: Hey
Me: oh um. hey?
Ethan: Your name is john right? i'm sure you know my name. But anyways, you seem cool.
Me: cool? lmao.
    And here you see me, being a sarcastic bitch baby who can't take a fucking compliment. It's just, i get strange vibes from him ok? I'm pretty sure he is gay. But i shouldn't assume anything, it's pretty...rude? But really me. rude. HE LEFT ME ON READ. FRICK!!!

       THE NOT GAY DM (continued)
Me: Wow. i just love being left on read !!
Ethan: oh...i just didn't know what to say? sorry. i'll try not to do it again.
Me: i don't care, it's fine.
Ethan: you obviously do care if you got upset about it.
    He started triggering me so i changed the topic :).
Me: are you gay?
Ethan: Um. What?
     I had to know, i'm curious so, what else am i supposed to do? let him torture my poor innocent self with his sexual comments? no thank you. I don't FLOW THAT FUCKING WAY.

Me: Never mind i gotta go um. study yeah.
Ethan: What, well i suppose you should get your studies done.
Me: Yeah. bye.
Ethan: To answer your question, i am not gay.
     Thank god.
Ethan: i'm asexual.
     .....FUCK THAT MEANS HE COULD STILL BE ATTRACTED EITHER WAY. He just don't wanna fuck. I guess that's good, i mean. Who wants their ass penetrated and destroyed. Don't answer that, i know who i'm not dumb. Sigh. Fucking Barney, that cock sucker. Besides, really. He must have a girlfriend. Oh Ethan, not barney. I bet he was just complimenting my picture and i was just being paranoid. Oh i'm also very paranoid, you should know this. Oh and bipolar. Yikes.
       I'm just gonna get ready for my terrible day tomorrow and prepared to make no friends. AHHHHHG. I could just. Drink a cup of, the most harming drink ever. Bleach. Goodnight fucking cruel world.
THE NEXT DAY
     "Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck." oh did i say that out loud? fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. it's fucking 8 AM and school starts in less that fucking ten MINUTES. This is what i get for chatting it up with that guy and, other cancerous people.  Besides Zoe. Zoe may be, no wait, Actually is my best online friend. We have fought a lot,but hey? You wouldn't have a best friend if you didn't fight with them in life. It's natural. I told zoe about that ethan guy. and you know what she flipping said.
CONVO WITH ZOE
Me: So that ethan guy. Yeah he is 'asexual' !
Zoe: Aw, looks like you may have a chance with him.
Me: ....
      Do you actually see this. It fucking TRIGGERS ME. How many times have i said i'm not gay in the past chapter. I think many.
Wait wasn't i talking about how flipping late for school i am? Ah yes i spent the past 2 minutes ranting and telling you about useless SHIT.
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       So i'm at school. i really didn't think i would get off the hook that easily. I guess it's because i'm new but, does this mean i can be late everyday. That way i might enjoy this place.
       Anyways, i get to class and, i'm in my uniform but. Everyone just looks at me like i'm some dumb fuck that doesn't belong here. Which is true. The, doesn't belong here part. I slowly walk to my seat and sit down. Yes of course next to some cute girl, she sat in the back. Ah she had long brown hair and blue eyes. Yum. Besides that, class went on and it was really boring. At least it's taught in english and not some other language, but i'm in the english speakers class. That helps a fucking lot. The teacher always stares at me though...um.
     At lunch it seems everyone has their own cliques and shit. I needa find an emo clique, or a pop punk band lover clique. I don't seem to see many of those people here. Sigh i just miss my old friends and- "what the fuck." yeah i said that out loud. Oops, some people are looking at me but i'm looking at him. Him as in, Ethan, the asexual. I thought he was some fuck boy online or something. But no, this devil goes to my school. Lives in Bullygaria, speaks this unknown alien language, and unfortunately english. Oh shit he saw me looking, i can sense his stares. Frick.
     "hey. you." he shouted. I, being the fucking pussy i am, is trying to sorta blend in the the, nerdy clique. I sorta start talking like stupid shit. "ah yes i think that Neck Deep is a very great band." They all sorta looked at me and then rolled their eyes and got up to leave. I grabbed on to one of their hands with pain and fear written in my eyes. "what the hell? let go!" the guy shouted at me. "please no no no you gotta hear me out, i, john, hey, don't want to be molested by that Ethan guy over there, so please just ya know HELP ME!" I sorta whisper shouted that plead for a savior. But he just fucking dissed me and laughed. Leaving me. Alone. That Mother TRUCKer.
    All of a sudden i feel a hand on my shoulder. I sorta just sat there, scared. "Hey, look who left me on read now. John." He said sorta sternly. Umm...is he upset? "oh man, what a bad man, that john haha...ha..um.." Yes i pretending to not know who the fuck john is at all. BEST move ever. Totally will fool him. "do you take me for some idiot? Because i'm quite smart. I know you're the john i was talking to yesterday." He looked at me as i slowly looked up at him. "fuck." oh man i said that out loud. "i mean. um. fine, i'm john. what do you want?"
Cue my attitude. "I just. Didn't know you went to my school. Maybe i just wanted to talk." He said with a slight attitude. Damn. "oh. well um. i guess that's fine, i mean to be friends."
     On the inside i didn't really want this at all. I wanted to run far far away from this boy. And cry, and report him for sexual harassment.
     "Alright. Let's get to know each other." he sat across from me. Which makes me feel utterly uncomfortable. "ok...um...how old are you?" i asked all awkwardly. "17." he answered with a straight fucking face. Man he looks nice. AHG OK THE REST OF LUNCH WENT ON WITH QUESTIONS AND SHIT.
       He walked me to class, and i guess we sorta got along. Nothing to be suspicious about. Bless uP. But i still don't trust this guy completely...hm.
During class i was extremely bored. I sorta wished i could talk to Ethan more, but he is a year older than me, so he is in the next grade.
Sadly you may start to think. "wow this loser might actually be turning gay!" Ha ha ha. you're sooo funny. Because i'm not. Is it bad, to have a nice friend?? without?? someone?? thinking?? we should be gay for each OTHER??
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So school is over. I get to go home and, play some games. Listen to music, do some homework, and well. Talk to my friends. Zoe did text me, asking me how it fucking went with fucking ethan. I'm not even going to talk to her. She knows i'm not GAY. So i'm walking home right now and i have this feeling, that i'm being followed? ever get that feeling? Ha...No? guess you aren't as cool as me.
"John! Hey, wait." I turned around, and saw that fucking fuck face. Other known as ethan. ughhhhhhh. "oh hey.... i wanna get home..." I looked at him, and tried to be a bit nicer. I mean i won't be hella rude to a guy that's pretty nice to me i guess. "Aw. i'll walk you home, i don't live that far." Ethan keeps being a little persistent bitch and this BOTHERS ME. I sighed. "um...i guess if you want to." He nodded and walked next to me. He looked tired, so i don't get why he has to baby sit me. he should just go home and rest.
"i had volleyball practice today but, i can take a day off. i'm the best on the team anyways." he laughed a bit. This niqqer plays volleyball. He has to be into guys i'm just making A SERIOUS POINT. "ah volleyball. nice." i didn't really look at him, i just looked down the whole time. So yeah we just talked about random things till i got to my house. I walked up the steps and i assumed he was waiting till i got inside. Creep.
"John, can you take the dog on a walk?" My mom called from the other room. I hate this. i just got home. And this bi-...this female dog, tells me to walk the DOG. "got it." i reply and get the dog then walk outside.
I got to admit. It's pretty outside here, i mean at sunset. I'm just walking with my earbuds on, full blast. "hey. kid." some girl said over and over until she pulled out my earbuds. She just looked at me. I don't know who she was but, she looked pissed at me. She had long brown hair, and the same blue eyes as the girl from earlier. wait. "um...i think i know you uh uh-". She cut me off. "i don't care if you know me, i want to know why you are letting your dog shit in my yard." Oh, so i see why she is pissed. I just laughed. "oh sorry...hm...aleksandra. ah yeah that's your name." She sorta gave me this glare. "cmon. just call me aleks. (alex)" Damn. she was beautiful. She has a nice body and just everything about her is adorable, especially when she is angry. "ah okok...can i go now?" I started walking again and she followed me. "um jerk? im bored so i'll walk with you. You don't have any friends anyways right?" i looked at her and kept walking. "i mean...i have one. That ethan guy?" She gave me this look of disgust. "him. he is my ex. Ugh he is so strange." I look at her as she catches up to me. "strange how? i bet i can guess why. Because he doesn't wanna fuck you?" I laugh and shake my head. "it's not that bad, you can do other things." She sighs and shakes her head. "yeah right, i want someone who will love me. he treated me horribly." She crosses her arms. I am already getting annoyed and just tune her out a bit, not gonna lie, she is still hot. " Sounds like a personal problem that i don't really care about." I say bluntly and she just pushes me. "You're very rude." she comments back. I roll my eyes and keep walking.
I think something between me and her will happen. but i'm not that sure of it. Shouldn't jinx myself either. I wonder if Ethan would be upset if i talk to her. Maybe he wouldn't care, or maybe he just might leave me alone. Wouldn't have to worry about him anymore. It's a win win :). I may sound like an ass again, because yes, ethan wants to be all buddy buddy. I'm not like that. Sorry bud. Whatever, i'll get back to this little conversation later because i'm talking to a really cute girl and ahhh bye.
Fuck you, i'll never be gay >:(

*authors note*
Hey, my name is destini and i made/making this for my close friend john and his boyfriend ethan. I want to try to get over 2000 words in my stories each chapter for you to enjoy, also, if you have anything/ any good tips to add for the story's you can message me and i'll try to put it in the story. I want to try to make this story last for a lotta chapters so yay. I love you all, and thank you for reading this crappy story. ٩(๑•◡-๑)۶ⒽⓤⒼ❤