He looked at me and I was struck,
Saying that he wanted to fuck.
His lies and sorrows he would say,
Driving me closer instead of away.
His enticing smile and cool-like eyes,
Would ultimately be my demise.
His tender touch and soft-spoken words,
Trap me inside the herds.
He doesn't know how he makes me feel,
He'd have to go through the layers of my soul and peel.
He was wicked but he wasn't bad,
Just misunderstood and all over sad.
I couldn't fix him and god knows I tried,
He'd move further away and my feelings would not subside.
My mind became cluttered,
My words refused to be uttered.
This boy had come and gone,
But the feelings I could not pawn.
I was drowning inside and he was holding me down,
Not a drop was on him except for the frown.
He didn't seem to care,
This gave me a rather big scare.
I couldn't understand why this man,
So cruel and so tan,
Was able to have this grip on me,
I simply could not see.
The pain was growing inside
And yet I continued to slide.
I felt sick and sad when I realized what he had done,
Held me down and left me in a stun.
Suffocating with the water rising,
I remember my thoughts that are chastising.
I didnt listen,
I couldnt because he simply glistened.
His candy-coated lies and red rose lips,
I wanted to be consumed by his poison kiss.
A death trap waiting for the fly,
I couldnt bare to look at the sky.
I was trapped and locked in,
This is what happens when you are bathed in sin.
I couldnt bear to see my reflection,
For he had touched every section.
His mouth had been in places oh so precious
I shivered and my mind was suspicious.
I craved for his touch,
And yearned for his clutch.
Each sensation was like fire,
And filled me with desire.
My feet felt like ice and I was frozen in place,
All I could do was stare at his face.
His messy hair, swirled and curled,
Over his head and seemed to be twirled.
He smelled like pine with a faint hint of sex,
