step Brother (Cameron Dallas)

Opening up

I start looking at my surroundings. Worried out of my mind that Cameron left without me. I've been waiting here for about thirty minutes. I decide to walk down the beach maybe I'll see him or something. I've been walking for about twenty minutes  when I look up at where the life guards are usually at to see a figure sitting on a skate board. I recognize that figure anywhere. It's Cameron. I quickly walking towards him and go up the stairs. He doesn't look up. He's writing something on a notebook  he seems deep in thoughts. He's wearing his baseball hat,a gray muscle shirt with white spots,blue shorts with what seems as flowers on them and his white Nike with maroon and dark gray socks. He doesn't match but damn he's pulling it off well. Cameron Dallas just looks good in everything and I mean everything am I right or what?

He writes something down then scribbles it and starts writing again as he murmurs some stuff. I sit next to him and just stare at the sky. The sun is setting down. The view is amazing "I was looking for you I thought you left me" I let out a nervous laugh

He stops writing but doesn't look up "oh I'm sorry"

"Why'd you come here"

"Needed time to myself"

"Oh I'm sorry I'll wait for you in the car then" I start getting up

" it's fine sometimes needing time to myself doesn't work anymore" I keep listening "maybe I need someone to talk to rather than being by myself"

"Everyone needs someone who they can talk to when they need to vent" I say wondering where this is going

"I don't have that person anymore " he whispers. I've never seen this side of Cameron and I'm very intrigued

"How come"

"Cancer" was all he said. I wanted more info but I was afraid to ask, this seems like a touchy subject "my mom was that person I would always vent to but then one day cancer came and took her away" he looked at me " cancer t-took her away from me cancer took that one person I would always vent to" his voice cracked and his eyes got watery. My heart  broke "now I have nothing I might seem like I have it all but Sabrina honestly I have nothing ever since she left. " a tear rolls down his cheek he hasn't looked away our eyes are still locked on each other. I'm trying so hard not to cry

"Drugs" I murmur. Tears threatening to rush down like a waterfall. For what I was about to say I didn't want to make eye contact with him but I did "drugs took the one person I needed the most the one person who I would always run to drugs took my dad away" tears were rushing down my cheeks I was sobbing non stop. To my surprise Cameron was actually crying!  He wasn't crying for some dumb cliche thing where the guy cries for the girl begging her to stay or because he lost the girl he loves no Cameron is crying because he doesn't have  his mom and underneath it all Cameron is hurting and he's Been holding it in for so long he can't  hold it anymore and here he is. Turns out ive been holding it in too.

"I miss her so damn much" Cameron breaths out and sniffles as he wipes his tears away. I don't answer because I can't Im Crying to much. I've never seen this side of Cameron. He wipes a tear away from my cheek and wraps his hand around my shoulder and pulls me towards him. My head now laying against his chest

"Why" he says once he catches his breath "w-why did She h-had to l-leave when I needed her the m-most" he starts crying again and my heart shatters not because he's hurting me but because he's hurting inside

"I believe everything happens for a reason" I manage to says as I sob non stop

"How is my mom dying happening for a reason Sabrina how" I look up at him and he's staring at me "I need my mom" his voice cracks at the last part and more tears roll down. This time I wipe them away

"And I need my dad" I whisper as I rest my head on his chest again and look at the sunset. He kisses my head and then I feel his head move away. I bet he's looking at the sun too

"She used to take me here all the time" he stays quiet for a second "we would sit right here and watch the sun go down we would talk but then just stay quiet and watch the view and somehow not talking was our way of bonding when we would sit here you know?" I nod and we stay quiet again. We watch as they. The sun is gone   and now it's just dark

"It felt good letting this out" I say in a low tone

"You have no idea "

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"Agh I'm beat!" Cameron throws himself on the couch. We just got back. We stayed at the beach for another two hours in silence once In awhile we would talk but th silence was good enough

"So am I" I rubbed my fingers on my eyes "my eyes feel so heavy" Cameron chuckles

"Sabrina"

I look at him "yes Cameron "

He thinks about it and then says "is it okay if um I sleep with you today" I open my eyes a bit "woah not in a sexual way more as in a sibling type of way" I give him a smile

"Of course " we both head to my room and I open the door. Cameron quickly jumps In my bed not bothering to change. "Oh what the heck" I say as I jump in the bed next to him deciding not to change

Cameron lifts his head up and looks at me "Not changing changing either?" I nod and he smiles as he lets his head fall down on the pillow. I know I feel some type of way towards Cameron but thus side of him has changed everything. We've opened up. I know we are and will  officially be sibling once mom and David get married. And I don't know what will happen then. But I do t wanna loose Cameron even if I have him as a brother and not a lover

"Night Cameron"

"Goodnight Sabrina"

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