She Lost

She is young, naive and innocent.

She cared too much.

She makes everyone happy,

Her smile is the most beautiful smile you've ever seen.

But that was before.

One mistake and everyone judges her like she's the most wanted criminal.

But is it her fault if she fall inlove?

Maybe yes, it's her fault because she fall for the wrong one.

She knew it in the first place that it was wrong, she tried to avoid it but she is a risk taker.

Her days with him is the happiest days of her life.

She felt complete and contended.

But just like a cliché story, her happiness end.

The day come when her friends knew about them.

They were so disappointed at her.

She lost her friends and him.

She's so depressed and fucked up.

She don't know what to do anymore

Until she changed.

The girl who talks a lot didn't even bother to speak.

The girl who has the most beautiful and genuine smile, forgot the word "smile"

The girl who once cared too much, doesn't give a damn anymore.

She's afraid to be happy because if she does, something bad happens.

She distance herself to everyone, she always inside her room.

Crying till her eyes shuts itself.

Without her friends, she's a lost soul.

She value friendship so damn much.

She lost in his words,

She lost in his promises,

She lost her friends,

She lost because of him.

She was once an angel until he came along and made her a demon.

No one stayed in her side.

He took the last piece of her broken heart, now she's heartless.

She's so young but she already experience the pain more than what she deserves.

She became dense.

She became a monster.

All her life she is saving everyone,

But when she needs a savior,

No one saves her.

She doesn't live in darkness,

The darkness lives in her.

She can't drown her demons,

They know how to swim.

You can see hell through her eyes.

Her eyes that was once full of emotion,

Now its emotionless.

She doesn't want the new her.

But it is the only way for her to avoid being hurt.

She must be Cold. Emotionless. Strong.

She lost everything but she found something important,

She found the real her.

Her importance.

She learned the most important lesson in life,

No one will stay at your side even the one who promised they will....