Abbey's pov**
I love you more then anything. All I hear is Louis' voice. I can't fall asleep after tonight. I just can't.
What I am feeling right now is so foreign to me. No one has ever asked me out, let alone tell me they love me. What happens after this? It's not like I can just end it with him, he knows everything. Whatever is happening between Louis and I is so fast my mind can't process it. And to think that this started with him waiting for me at my car. It was only a couple days ago but it feels as if a month has gone by.
All my thoughts jumble in my head and make it so hard to get any sleep. If I could only drift off for just a minute, I could escape my mind. I wonder how Louis feels about all this. I still think we should keep this a secret for a while, even though I am sure that this is something real. All the girls at school will hate me when they find out. Why did I go for the most popular guy at school?
I eventually fall asleep, but Lou still fills my dreams.
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When I wake up, I am blinded by the sunlight pouring into my window. I quickly remember everything that happened yesterday. School tomorrow will be miserable I'm sure.
I sit in my bed debating whether or not I should pretend to be ill tomorrow when my stomach grumbles reminding me to eat something. I roll out of my bed and groan before pulling on sweatpants since I am freezing. I walk down the stairs and see my mum isn't home. I pull out a box of cereal and the milk and then sit down at the table. I smile at the memories of last night.
I finish eating quickly then go back to my room. Grabbing my phone off of my dresser, I notice I three text messages.
*good morning lovely*
*we should hang out today*
*hellooooo*
I wonder if I should see him today. I have a math test I need to study for so maybe I should stay home.
*busy today.. sorry lou maybe tomorrow night since we won't be together during school*
I feel bad for declining his offer but I need time to clear my head. Maybe I'll call him later. Heading upstairs, the thought of tomorrow looms over me. Louis will surely give our secret away somehow, even though I know it won't be on purpose. I plop onto the chair in front of my desk. I turn on my laptop then reach into my bag to get my ear buds. Once my computer is running I go to my music and start to blast the beautiful voice of Ed Sheeran. He is my everything and probably the reason I am still alive. He saved me. Plain and simple.
Because if you want, I'll take you in my arms and keep sheltered from all that I've done wrong. And I know that you'll say that I'm the only one. But I know God made another one of me to love you better then I ever will. The lyrics pour into my ears and I melt into the gorgeous voice of my idol.
My study time quickly ends and before I know it an hour has passed. I need to call Louis. I pull out my phone and search for him in my contacts. *ring, ring* "Hey!" he exclaims. My heart leaps at the sound of his sweet voice.
"Hey, sorry I couldn't hang out today. I had to study." I tell him even though I am well aware that I got no homework done.
"Don't sweat it, love." he assures me. "So how are we going to do tomorrow? I know you said you want to keep this on the down low for a while." I wonder if that upsets him.
"I guess we will just act like our normal selves. We usually don't talk at school, so it shouldn't be a problem. I mean it will hard but as long as we act cool no one will know the wiser." I tell him.
I hear him sigh a little. "Ok... this will be hard. You better look awful tomorrow, because if you look like you always do, I won't be able to resist." I can practically see him smirking on the other end of the phone. "Although...is it even possible for you not to look lovely?"
I giggle at his flirty tone. He's so cute. "I'll try my best. Maybe I can make a dress out of a trashbag?" I suggest. He laughs and the sound makes me smile from ear to ear.
"Sounds like a plan. I gotta run. I'll call ya later!" he tells me.
"Bye!" The phone line goes dead and I flop back onto my bed.He is so sweet to me. I don't know what is going to happen between him and I, but as long as I am with him I will be alright. This is absolutely mad. I'm dating the most popular guy in school.
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Tragic Love~ Louis Tomlison
FanfictionAbbey is just the quiet girl who tried to stay out of everyone's way, that is until she fell for Louis Tomlinson. Louis is the first boy to want a serious relationship with Abbey, but could their love be tragic?