Dear Diary

Dear Diary

I'm been wanting to move out on my own since I turned eighteen and I'm going to save up in secret, starting next week I'm going to start putting five euro in it every week,hopefully I be moved out before my 23rd birthday, only time will tell.

I heard my mum talking to my sister about my sister boyfriend moving into our house, of course my mum going to say yes so I will have no privacy and that another reason to move out has quickly as possible even though we're barely getting by as it is.

It been getting harder to control my auger lately, I'm angry most the time but I won't say anything, the only thing is helping is reading, cleaning and walking, my sister don't so shit in the house,

I'm emotionally numb and I'm mentally tired with all this family bullshit and I'm sick of all the drama around my family and that another reason to move out

You tried smiling on the outside it was a Success, you tried smiling on the inside it was a failure - Haise Sasaki