Whats Your Ship?-Shoey Fanfic

Chapter 3-The Talk

"Is that the only thing?" I asked in such concern

"No..." He seemed lost in thought. "My videos aren't doing so well. Everywhere I turn their hate comments. They keep saying I'm gay, and stupid, and ugly". I could hear his voice deepen as more tears and a small yelp rang out. 

"Joey look at me" I said. "Joey...." He finally looked at me. His beautiful green eyes looked as if I was staring into a black hole. His usually bright green eyes were now darken with fear and sadness. 

"Joey you are perfect. You are an amazing guy who anyone would be lucky to have you. You might not be the smartest person but you're not stupid. You aren't necessarily gay, but that shouldn't upset you like it does. And you are definitely not ugly. You face is flawless and your body is amazing. Don't listen to the haters because they are stupid ass mother fuckers who don't know what they're talking about. Joey Michael Graceffa, you are perfect to me" 

For the first time in years, I saw a true genuine smile from Joey. The way he looked at me sent shivers down my spine. This boy was making me go crazy. I mean, of course I didn't mind. But I think he would. 

He stilled seemed a bit out of it

"Thanks so much Shane, I knew I could always count on you", he said. He stilled seemed a bit out of it but I would always be there. He held me in his arms. He was so warm from all him getting worked up. His toned body made me feel insecure but I didn't really mind, considering I was holding Joey and Joey was holding me. 

"I'm sorry I'm just a mess. I didn't mean for you to find out this way"

"Joey it's ok. But why is self harm you're escape?" His head lower down and his hold ceased and he sat up again. Every time Joey was in deep thought he would twiddle his thumbs, which was exactly what he was doing. 

"Because it lets me feel. I don't know if you noticed but I'm not happy. I haven't since that day. Cutting is a way to escape from the real world and go into a wonderland. Sounds weird and stupid but it's true. 

"Joey, I want to help you. I want you to get better." I told him.

"Sometimes I think I want to be happy but then other times I know I shouldn't because I don't deserve it"

"You shouldn't think that way because you do. You know you do, you just don't want to admit it. I hate seeing you like this and I would do anything to make you feel better." He nuzzled his head into my chest and I held him as tightly as I could. I wasn't going to let this boy slip away, never. 

It was about 1am when I realized the time. I then told Joey about him getting some sleep and he agreed without a doubt. He slowly sank into the bed and covers himself while cuddling into his pillow. I started walking out the door when I heard him call my name. "Shane?"

"Yea?" he asked.

"Thanks. A lot."

"Anything for you". I slowly made my way, now to an empty bed, with corny. I didn't know what to think. I was alone for the second time in life. I sat there staring at the ceiling recalling what I had said to Joey only an hour before. Joey Michael Graceffa, you are perfect to me.......anything for you. Those words rang in my head until my eyes had had enough and I dosed off to sleep. 

A scream quickly awoke me from my sleep. I looked at the blurry alarm clock and it read 2:37 am. I didn't know where the voice came from but I was still alarmed. The voice yelled again and it none other than Joey

"SHANE?!" I heard again coming from his bedroom

"JOEY?!" I yelled back rushing out of bed into the guess room. 

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Ok so don't kill me for the sad chapter. I'm sorry I just wasn't feeling that well today. Don't worry, things will get happier. 

DUN DUN DUN. Cliffhanger! What do you think happened to Joey?! Why was he screaming?! ALSO! Do you guys want longer chapters? I tried to make this one long but I didn't want it too depressing for only the 3rd chapter. Tell me what you think. (You can comment more than once if you want). 

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