Diary Ng Nerd

Chapter 15: Ms. Intramurals

"K-Kinakabahan lang talaga ako eehh.."  at totoo yuuun. T___T

"Ayos lang yan. ^_^ I'm here." hinawakan niya ang kamay ko. "We practiced naman eehh." nakangiting sabi niya.

"Oo nga. S-Sige." I smiled back.

I hope he'll be back now. And I don't care if Kysler will watch me.

"Contestant Number 3. Be ready. Kayo na susunod para sa talent portion." pinapa-ready na kami ng producer.

Hingang malalim. *inhale* *exhale*

Pinisil ni Nathan ang kamay ko. Napansin niya siguro na kinakabahan ako masyado.

Nagsmile lang ako sa kanya at.. ready to go na kami.

Habang nasa stage kami, nilibot ko ang paningin ko. Napangiti ako...

Si Chad...

"Nathan, go na!" bulong ko kay Nathan sa harap ng piano. ^_^

(Instrument..)

Natasha:

~Keep me sane in your arms tonight

Hold me close that I might not fall

But I know that we might be destined for life

A tragic flaw of mine...

Is running away. ~

Napatingin ako kay Chad ulit. He's now staring at me. A stare that makes me think that he loves me.. too..

Biglang kumirot ang dibdib ko. Ang sakit pala. </3

~Remember those nights, we stayed up just laughing on the phone

Remember that time you said that "I would never let you go"

Remember that time when I said that we could never ever be

But I know it's a lie because deep down inside

Is a coward hiding underneath all the silly games I play

With the batting of lashes and all the charming things I say

I'm an addict to the fact that I could lure you in with just a crack of a

Smile

But with you I might want to stay a while~

Napatingin ako sa kanya. May lumapit sa kanya na babae.

Maganda,maputi at...

Tears..... started to fall from my eyes.

"Natasha.." bulong ni Nathan sa'kin.

~Keep me sane in your arms tonight

Hold me close that I might not fall

But I know that we might be destined for life

A tragic flaw of mine...

Is running away.~

The music starts to fade...

... as their lips parted.

"Thank you for listening." pilit ang boses ko. At dali-dali na akong bumalik sa backstage.

"Natasha.. what's wrong?" sinundan pala ako ni Tantan.

Ngumiti ako sa kanya. "I had enough."

"Wifey... Nash.." siya.

"Oh..." tumalikod ako at pinunasan muna ang mga luha. XD Natutuwa ako eh!

"A-Are you okay?" siya.

"I'm fine. ^_^ Mauna na 'ko." sabay lakad ko paalis.

Pwe! Ang PLASTIK ko!

Pumunta ako sa dressing room. Haaaayyy..

Dali-dali akong nagbihis.. maya-maya...

*TOK! TOK! TOK!*

"Ah.. nandyan na.." pagkatapos kung magbihis. Saka ko binuksan ang pinto.

Siya... (0_0)

"Yuri..."

"I need to talk to you..." siya..

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Dear Diaryyyyyy,

          Kinakabahan ako kanina. Alam ko.. gosh! Hindi madali ang mag-perform kanina. Gown na gown pa ako nung pagkanta ko.

          Pero.. imbis na natuwa na 'ko kanina kasi nakarating si Chad.. I felt .. OUCH!! So much for that.. Nag-usap kami ni Yuri. T____T Nakakaiyak..

P.S. Nasasaktaaaan akooooo!!! T___T

-Ashang (Hurt!)