Forever and Always (Sequel! Grell x Reader)

I will not lose her, I swear it

"Ashley! how many times do I have to tell you not to steal my clothes and do the servant's chores!"A girl ran up exclaiming, so this girl was the target, huh.

"it's better than being cooped up in a room" Ashley muttered making the other girl sigh and dragged her to a room. Looks like I will need to outclass that maiden if I want to finish this job...

I sighed going to my room and heard singing from the roof, Who was that...? I climbed up to the roof to see Ashley singing, i-it was beautiful, and the way the light reflected off her skin and hair.... I shook my head, She finished and I started to clap making her yelp and fall back. Not down to her death but just end up laying down. I walked over and helped her up with a smirk.

"Careful there Princess, we don't want you dying now do we?" I asked I wouldn't mind pushing her off the edge but... I do enjoying playing with my food just a tiny bit before eating it.

"Don't call me that" She muttered. She doesn't like the nickname princess huh? I smirked

'Don't call you what Princess?" I asked with a smirk, she was too easy.

"Don't call m-" she stopped herself and  crossed arms. 'Want to know what? No" She said and sat down "call me it all you want" I smirked softly.

"Alright princess' I said with a smirk. "What are you doing up here anyway?"

"At night is the only time I can be alone, do you know how much it sucks to have a tail all the time?" She asked. yes, the cops want to kill me but I wouldn't say that to her.

"no, I guess not' I said and sat down next to her. She sighed softly and leaned back before laughing softly.

"you know, your lucky, you don't have to worry about being chained down to being a noble," She said making me tilt my head.

"You have the good life, lot of money, everyone knowing who you are, all men wanting to be with you, it sound spretty nice to me" He said.

"are you kidding me? the money is nice but  everyone wanting to marry you isn't a good thing, I want to pick who i want to marry not be forced into it when my dad finds the right suitor" She grumbled and sighed softly.

"Well I guess but you never have to worry about food or cleaning" I said

"I find cleaning fun" She answered making me gasp

'you can't be for real princess."

"I am too" she said and smirked. "But I can get dirty" She added. I smirked and noticed a small lake right near the backdoor.

"really now?"

 I asked and picked her up and throw her into the lake following after her. She yelped and landed with a splash and so did I, she laughed softly.

"this is my favorite nightgown you jerk"

"get over it princess~" i purred softly and slaspehd her. She laughed and splashed me back. All night we did this, maybe this girl wasn't so bad.

after two long months of working I was promoted to the point where I got to take care of Ashley, now I could kill her easily and then leave and get my money but.... we had been hanging out a lot at night and she was a veyr sweet kind girl... I didn't want to hurt her...  I sighed and knocked on her door.

"Princess it's time to get up"! I called and she shot up and ran out and wore a stupid grin.

"hi Grell!" she said and ran in and got dressed for the day and ran down to breakfast. Her dad was already there.

"I have amazing news, I found a suitor" he said happily a man with white hair and pink eyes came out. Ashley nodded.

"nice to met you...."

"the name is sky milady" he said and kissed her name, i didn't like him. I didn't like him at all.

"i'm Ashley' she greeted nevorusly and smiled gently. He nodded.

"I have planned the wedding for a week later" her farther said happily makign Ashley tense and nod softly.

"I-I'm goign to be in my room, come along Grell' she said. I nodded and walked with her. She shut and locked the door and curled up in a ball. I frowned and stroked her hair softly.

"princess I-"

"you did nothing wrong Grell, it's my 'finace' I already don't like him but it's not like I can't get out of it' she said crying,. I rubed her back as she cried into my chest. She sighed softly "i should make the best of it huh?' she asked. I nodded softly. I sighed softly.

I sighed, after the wedding she went to her new husband's house for a week. she came back and went right to her room. I ran after her

"princess! Your back" I said happily and ran in to see her a bit closer, she had a black eye a brusies around her neck. She looked at me and sobbed running up to me and hugged me tightly. I hugged back and growled, he didn't.... he couldn't have.... he better not have done what I think he did. W'hat happened/" I asked stroking her hair. She explained how he hurt her and.... voilated her every day at his house. I calmed her down and she looked at me

"i am sure he got me pregnant, ' she said anger in her voice. She looked at me. 'Grell, if he did and even so this is an order, if I am take the baby somewhere, give it to a family who can take care of my child and then kill me" She ordered making my eyes widen./

"milady I-' she cut me off

"i know what I am risking, and I don't care, I would prefer to live knowing my child was alive and well then live with a monster of a farther" She said. I nodded

"very well Princess" I said.

after 9 months Ashley gave brith to a beautiful baby girl who looked just like her mother, nothing like her farther. I looked at her and she nodded.her husband was away on a trip, she had been able to hid the child and so he didn't know.

"right when he get's back kill me nd take the baby some where safe, understood?" She asked. I gave a nod.

"yes princess' I said. She smiled at me and kissed me. I blushed my eyes wide and kissed back. Her baby slept and she pulled away

"thank you grell...' She sai., I nodded softly

after one long long week it was time to do something I hated even thinking about, I was happy being a butler and with her but.... if I didn't she might and that might send her to hell and I could not live with myself if that happened. She held her child close before giving her to me, she had named her Rose... what a beautiful name, she always dressed the baby in red. Ilooked at her.

"you ready milady?' I asked shaking. She nodded

"Relax Grell, I'm calmer then you are" She said and tried to brigthen the mood, hard to when you oing to kill your crush. I sighed and nodded.

I got out my knife and looked at her. She nodded softly., I stabbed her in the heart kissing her as I did. I held her close as he body went limb Rose in my other amr crying seeing her mothert dead. i frowned and sighed softly and took the baby fair away. to the edge of london to a married couple who couldn't have a chuld but wanted too, they were some friends of mine. I placed the baby on the door step and went into the woods getting out some rope. I sighed hanging up the rope shaking and tied a noose and climb up the tree and jump down the noose around my neck, I hope to see you again milady.

~end~

I shot up gasping and grabbed the book. I read tothe last page. I growled reading, some one dared knock my princess out and do something to her. i got up and started to run,

"I will not lose her, I swear it,"