Complete Me [DISCONTINUED]

➻21; Only You

"NO I DON'T!" He yelled back. "I never loved her and those rumors were all lies Deepika. Please let me explain." He said trying to control his voice from yelling again. He clenched his fists and let out a deep breath.

"It was a mistake." He said trying to come closer to me but I stepped back. I didn't want him near me.

"A mistake?" I asked softly. Unbelievable! He was still lying. All lies.

"Yeah. I swear it was a mistake. I didn't know what I was thinking." He said running his hand through his already messed up hair.

"Ranbir...cheating is not a mistake. It's a choice. Don't come up to me and say it's a mistake. You made a choice. And you did. You cheated on me." I said trying to get rid of the lump in my throat. I wasn't going to cry again. It's so painful. It hurts so much to hear your boyfriend say he slept with someone else. But I'll get through it. I hoped.

"I didn't cheat on you. I never did." Ranbir still tried to defend himself.

"I don't wanna hear anything!" I yelled.

"Let me explain. I would never do that to you." He said, his eyes visible that he was hurting too. I even wanted to believe him.

"How could you even think that I would do something like that?" His voice cracked when he said that. I somehow felt as if I hurt him, especially because of the look he gave me.

Sad. Heart-broken. Eyes full of regret.

Why am I feeling this when he's the one who cheated on me?

Why do I feel so guilty of the pain I was causing him now?

That's because you love him and you'd still want to be with him even though he cheated. A voice said in my mind. You'd give him a chance in a heartbeat. Wouldn't you Deepika?

I shook that thought out of my head. "Stop." I said. I didn't want to hear him say these things.

"I love you. And it's only you babe. I love you, only you." He said further giving me that sullen look.

"Stop please." I said trying to get rid of the tears that were ready to slip down my cheeks again.

"Why don't you trust me?" He stepped closer and reached for my arms. He held me against his chest and for a second I let him have his way but then I pushed him with my hands.

"How dare you touch me!" He was trying to get a hold of me again. "Don't!" I said with a raging voice. "Don't even touch me." I said backing away from him.

He let out a heavy sigh. "Please trust me and let me explain." I shook my head. "Please just hear me out."

"Why should I Ranbir? You have kept this from me! For how long huh? Until I would find it out myself? Was that your plan?! I don't want to hear a thing. All I want is to get away from here." I roared.

"You don't trust me. You don't even believe me. You don't even listen or let me explain." He said frustrated.

"Oh cut the crap!!!" He threw his hands in the air when he knew I was being stubborn.

"For Gods sakes Deepika. She means nothing to me. Yeah I know we spend some time together. But that's just it. Nothing more."

"Hm right...that's why you were with her this morning weren't you?" His eyes widened when I said that.

"Yeah, you think I wouldn't find out huh?" I let out a fake laugh shaking my head. How could I've been such a fool thinking that he was only with me. "You guys miss each other. That's why she came and you couldn't help yourself. Just because we weren't talking doesn't mean you had to break my heart and sleep with her. But you did, didn't you?" I yelled.