"Wh- why? Why would you let me go? Are you giving up on me? Why? I don't want this! Don't let me go please Skyler! Ma- may nagawa ba akong mali? Please itatama ko yon kung ano man yon please lang sky. May pagkukulang ba ako sayo? Ano yon? Sabihin mo naman sakin oh please. I- I Don't want this shit!"
Patuloy lang ang agos ng luha ko habang nakaluhod ako sa harap niya. Grabe ang sakit sakit ayoko nito. Akala ko okay kami. Masaya naman kami kahapon ah. Shit lang . Bakit naging ganito Lord?
Maynagawa ba along Mali na parusahan niyo ako ng ganito. Anong bang pagkukulang ko at naging ganito kahirap.
"No, wala kang ginawang kang mali night at mas lalong wala kang pagkukulang sakin so night please stand up. Night I don't deserve your love, I don't deserve you. You're too perfect for a guy like me. You deserve someone better. Night wag naman ganito nasasaktan akong nakikita kang ganito.
Nahihirapan na ako night. Please let me go. Set me free. I need to do this ni-"
Hindi ko na siya pintapos. How? How can he say that easily. I can't let him go. Letting him go is so hard. I love him but I'm selfish right now. I won't let him go
"I don't deserve you? That's bullshit sky! You're wrong sky! I don't want someone better, i want you sky! Just you! You're the one I need, I don't want someone better than you so please don't ask me to let go because I can't , I just can't sky ! "
Wala na ako sa sarili ko. Hindi ko nato kaya.
" night if you really love me you will set me free because night I need to do this . This is for me and for your own good, night . Someday you will understand why and I hope someday you will forgive and still accept me. I hope someday I am still the one because you will always be my one and only night. I will I love you till the rest of my life night Always remember that."
Mas lalo akong napaiyak at napaupo sa sinabi niya. Bakit kailangan maging ganito. Bakit kailangan pa niya itong gawin. Ano ang kanyang dahilan para saktan niya akong ganito.
" That's bullshit sky! I hate it . you're killing me sky, you're killing me. Why are you doing this to me. It feels like I'm walking in small pieces of broken glass. My heart is like twisted by a million of knifes. It hurts. I'm hurt sky. I wish I could accept the fact that you're giving up on me."
"I'm not giving up on you and I will never. I'm really really sorry night . I need to go , I'm sorry I love you, goodbye night."
He hug me tight. Maybe this is the last time I will feel his warm. The last time he will hug me and kiss me in my forehead. The last time he's with me and the last time I will feel his love. And he walked away and that ends our relationship. I cried hard. The pain is torturing me. I'm already broken and I can't accept the fact that he's gone and will never come back . I'm always crying when I will remember it but one day the realization kick me. If letting him go will make him happy then i will let him go even if it hurts as long as his happy, I'm happy for him. Maybe we're not destined for each other. Loving him is not a mistake but the best part of my life. Maybe I need to set him free and move on.
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