Highschool

Regrets

Ryan's POV

"Can I see her?" She whispers

"He....he raped you?" I ask in shock

"Ry" she starts but then doesn't finish

"We never knew, we just assumed....we were awful to you, you must hate us" I can't even imagine, we were so horrible to her when we found out she was staying with mom

"It was my fault, I made him angry" she tells me and I shake my head

"That does not make it your fault anymore then it was B's fault what happened to her, why did you never say? Why didn't you tell someone?" I ask her

"You guys hated me for staying with her, how much more would you hate me fore being the reason they split up?" She  can't really believe that can she?

"Oh god Sarah we could never hate you for that, it's not your fault, he's a disgusting man" I tell her

"I know" she whispers, she starts shivering, she's only got a thin cardigan and it's pretty cold, she must be going through so much right now, she doesn't look very good, no of course she doesn't Ryan you idiot she just had to get rid of her baby because it was also your father's baby you moron of course she looks a little rough

"Does Peyton know?" I ask her and she nods

"What did he say?" I follow up

"Nothing, he said it didn't change anything, if I wanted to keep it then he'd raise it as his own but I couldn't keep it, I just couldn't" she tells me and I nod, it's understandable, you can't blame her

I pull her into my arms and hug her tightly, she flinches a little and at first feels upright and uncomfortable but soon settles down into it

"Can I see her?" She asks referring to B

"Of course you can, she's your sister too" I remind her

"I've gotta catch my plane in the morning, well I'm about 5 hours at this point but yeah so I can't stay long, I'm sorry, but if I miss my flight the next one out isn't for 3 days and definitely am not staying with dad until then" she tells me

"Stay at my place, you've just gone through something extremely traumatic and stressful, you shouldn't be flying back so soon after

"I don't want to impose on you" she tells me and I roll my eyes

"I already live with one sister what difference does it make if I add another to the mix for entertainment" I joke and she smiles a little

"Now let's go back inside" she suggests as she shivers again, I guess my hugging isn't enough

"Okay, come on" I stand up and put out my hand to help her up, I lead her in and to B's room, I open the door to find Peyton and Chloe sat with her

"Hey, you guys okay?" I ask them gently and they both nod

"Who's this?" Peyton asks confused

"This is Sarah, Sabrina and my sister" I say and his furrows his eyebrow in confusion

"I just presumed you were blonde" he blurted out

"Peyton!" Chloe hisses making both me and Sarah chuckle a little

"Nope just her" sarah replied to his sudden outburst

"Apparently there were some things going on that me and B weren't aware of" I give them that because I'm sure they've heard things from B about her and neither of us had a particularly high opinion of Sarah after she decided to stay with mom

"Here, have my seat" Peyton gestures to her as he gets up for her to sit down, sometimes I really hate this guy because he's just such a gentleman and it bugs me

"No I'm fine you probably need it more than I do" she replies politely

"No he doesn't" Chloe corrects gently, I think she might know why Sarah's here, I don't know if she listened or what but she seems to know

"Okay" she agrees thankfully and sits down

"Sarah that's Peyton, ironically, B's boyfriend" I introduce

"Whys that ironic?" Peyton questions

"My boyfriends called Peyton" she tells him

"Ahh"

"I'm Chloe, Sabrina's friend..." I know what she was about to say but she doesn't so I say it for her

"And my girlfriend" I finish and she smiles at me

"Nice" Sarah acknowledges

"We should settle in it could be a long night apparently" I tell them and we all begin to do so

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Yep I did a casual meaningless update and liked it mwahahaha 😂😂 for you Lia xoxo