Not quite what i was planning (under arrangement)

i'm here, here i'm

it's finally real to me, realizing that finally i can depend on myself, my first year in college. here i arrive to the campus, i step out of the car, i see it... the door in front of me. i'm here, finally.. here i'm.

i grab my luggage, and stop up to the campus door. people are staring.

" you're the final girl arriving, welcome"

some stranger....

" wow you're good cakes"

another stranger... dealing with it.

but i stare back now. i see so many people, the dorms... are like.... mixed together, boys.. girls... it's like hotel rooms, all together, with one huge living room for lounging and hanging out, we were five buildings, each the same. all have different people in. i'm in the third building, where my room exists. each room has it's own bathroom, and each student has their own room, nice. it's different than any dorm life. hmm...

"here is your key"

some stranger..

"you're?"

i asked her.

"oh yeah i'm the supervisor, i welcome you kids and i hand you the room keys for each one of you, and if you need any help i'm here, come on in... all of you here are new and you might recognize some people."

i did.. many, some from my old school, social media, and others are strangers to me. but she seems nice, i guess...

"1008, my favorite"

as i was reading my room number, my favorite number 8.

" ahahaha, nice then, lucky for you"

she laughed, good. i'm funny

"gurl, you're good looking.. wanna some help"

he winked, then he flirted, felt like he's kinda gross. already...

"nah, i'm good.."
i replied with a dull face

reminder to myself, i'm mean sometimes, but not until you get to know me well..

"ohhh come on, i'm being a gentleman here.."

he was annoying me, he's really weird tho, not to add he's not my kind of flavor. cause he looked like one of those guys who thinks they are hot and all the girls would die for his attention, but they are actually not and they look for the attention.

"fuck. off?"
i replied

cause i'm not deep to his ocean.

"damn girl, you're tough"
he said while backing up

sure...

"leave her alone blake, you're so fucking annoying pick yourself up damn"

brown skinned girl and beautiful, i like her.

" hey, i'm ash whats your name?"

she introduced, i should too. yeah?

" i'm anna, and i like your name"

said it out loud. damn.

"oh hahaha thank you, here.. lemme help"

she grabbed my stuff from my hands...

" um sure"

i was so tired, exhausted, i need to sleep, lay down a bit...
but then i heard.

" anna?..."

uh oh no, i know the voice.

i don't wanna look. i'm... i was so not ready to look...