Please... [J-Hope FF]

Please..

Y/n pov :
I couldn't take it anymore. I was Hoseok's girlfriend. Was. Or at least I didn't feel like I am. We haven't talked much these days and he would always come home and just lock himself in his room, busy working away on his upcoming mixtape. He wouldn't even say a simple "Hello." to me. I didn't want to mention this to him because I knew how much pressure he had to go through to satisfy his fans who were waiting for his mixtape. But we haven't even go out together for more than a month and he barely spoke within this time frame. He wouldn't even eat the dinner I cooked every night for him. Whenever he wasn't home, I would see unfinished food left on his desk from the dinner I gave to him the night before. Moreover, it seemed as if his fans could see him and interact with him much more often than I could. Flirting with him and all, sure you can call me jealous. But how do you think I would be able to put up with this. I went to the nearby park and sat on a bench. "What if...he lost his feelings for me? What if...he...wants to break up with me?" Unknowingly, tears began to drip down my face. This feeling. It hurts so bad.
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Hoseok's pov :
I was walking around the park, thinking about how y/n would always look at me with those sad eyes of hers whenever she sees me walking into my studio. I didn't know what I had been doing until I heard her cry in her room just yesterday. She left early for work today so I couldn't talk to her. I wonder if she's back home. While walking, I saw a silouette of a girl sitting at a bench, crying. "What if..he...wants to break up with me?" My eyes widened as I recognised her voice. Hearing her say those words broke my heart. Because of me, now she has these assumptions that is causing her sufferings. Because of me, those tears are dripping down her beautiful face. I couldn't watch any longer as I heard her sob slight louder.
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Y/n pov :
The tears wouldn't stop. I started making louder sobs of hurt. I felt a shadow casting above me. I didn't want to look up to whoever is standing before me. "y/n-ah.." I went silent as I recognise that voice. That person who possesses that voice. I stood up while still looking down. "I'm sorry, you've got the wrong person. I'm not who you are looking for." I started walking away until my steps were halted as I felt a tug on my wrist. The tears started coming faster. "y/n-ah...don't just walk away from me like that...please..."
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Y/n pov :
I tried to keep myself calm as I wiped my tears with my other hand. I turned around to face him with a straight look. "Jung Hoseok-ssi, it will be bad if you are seen with a stranger in public. It may cause a scandal and ruin your career. I hope you understand. And whoever that girl you are looking for, she's gone. So if you'd please excuse me, I have other things to—" My words were cut off as I felt something warm planted on my lips. It was his. My eyes widened but I didn't respond to his lips. As he noticed my stiffness, he pulled away, looking at me with sorrowful eyes. It hurts to see him like this, especially because of me. "y/n-ah, I'm really sorry. These days I just was too busy that I didn't realise I was causing you so much sufferings. Please...d-don't leave me...I can't go on if y-you aren't there for me..." His grip on my arm softened as it slowly dropped down my arm. His tears were full of sorrow. But I couldn't let those words just simply sway me. I kept my poker face. "y/n-ah...I was doing all that for the fans because they could only see me once on that day. And after all the support they've given me, I couldn't just simply give them a simple 'Thank You'. They put in all their blood, sweat, and tears for us. For our future. For me and your's future. They helped us earn a living, can't you let me help them for once?"
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I couldn't keep it in anymore. "Then Hoseok-ah, have you helped me for once? Have you ever said a simple hello when you walk through the door, or greet the day off with a goodnight? This isn't the Hoseok I remember...You aren't Jung Hoseok anymore...You are now J-Hope of BTS. The J-Hope who doesn't deserve me in his life anymore. Let's just break up Hoseok-....ssi."
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Hoseok pov :
My heart felt like it shattered into a thousand pieces as she said that. She slowly walked away from my arms. No. I couldn't let her go. I ran to her and hugged her from the back. "I-I'm really sorry y/n-ah...You know how much I love you. I really do...p-please let me prove it to you... The y/n I know would never just let me alone..."
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"I'm sorry. I'm no longer the y/n you remember."
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My eyes widened. "Andwae! She's not! She's still here! The girl I love. The girl of my dreams. The girl of my inspirations. The girl of my hope. The girl whom I wish to marry. The girl whose name is y/n. She's still here!" I tightened my hug around her as I cried into her shoulder. I heard her sob getting louder. As I noticed she wasn't struggling out of my hug, I turned her body towards me, showing me her saddened face. "y/f/n, please let me as ,no, not J-Hope of BTS, but 22-Years-Old Jung Ho Seok, to prove my love for you. Please..."
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Y/n pov :
I couldn't. I still loved him a lot. I couldn't let him go. I wanted to be with him. Him who is the love of my life. Him who gives me the ultimate happiness. Him who loves me with all his heart. Without words, I hugged him and cried into his chest. He was slightly shocked by my action but slowly hugged me back. "I-I-I'm s-sorry...H-Hoseok ah...I-I real-ly a-am...I w-was afraid yo-you didn't love me anymore...Please forgive me..." I muffled my words but it was still loud enough for him to hear. "Please d-don't leave me alone again...it hurts a-a lot..." "Of course I'll forgive you. I won't leave you alone again, honey. Even if it means the end of my career, I'll make the fans like you, alright?" His arms around me softened as he took his hand to my chin. "Trust me." As he pulled my lips towards his. This time, I responded back to his kiss. It was warm, soft and comforting. It was something that could easily be my drug. It wasn't like those rough and hungry kisses. It was passionate and full of love. "I love you y/n." He said in the kiss. "Me too."
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*2 Years Later*
"Y/F/N, do you accept Jung Ho Seok to be by your side for eternity, through thick and thins of life, and as your husband?"
There was a moment of silence. Within these 2 years, our relationship was revealed to the public. It was surprising to find out that most of the fans were okay with our relationship. During our anniversaries, they would send in fan gifts. Well, there have been a small community of people who rejected it. But, oh well.
"I do." As our lips touched and the guests clapped.
"Wahhhh!" I laughed in the kiss as I heard the other members of BTS shouted in excitement.
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Why should I care about them when I have him?
Him who gives me hope every single second. Him who is the love of my life. Him whose name is Jung Ho Seok.
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The End.
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This was just a repost from the story I wrote on Instagram but I made it a one-shot. Hope you enjoyed it 💕
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