The pain in my chest
It stings
I can't breath anymore
It's suffocating me
The voices
They aren't leaving me
They're getting louder
"Nobody cares, You are worthless"
They say
"Die, You're better off dead"
I start believing them
How could I not
They are right
I don't matter
I am a monster
I destroy lives
Rip their hearts apart
They gave me love
I abused it
They gave me another chance
I didn't take it
They gave up on me
I understood
They started hating
I felt bad
They hurt me
I was okay with it
They had their reasons to
I am nothing
Nothing valuable
Nothing good
Nothing
Just a disappointment
The demons in my head
Aren't demons anymore
I've become them
They are part of me
In the end
I let them win
