One Way Bond And Relationships Until They aren't

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I immeaditly called a group meeting then ripped mine open to find she used the paper my parents had given her. I called Dimitri back to school from court.

Dear li....princess,
I get it you hate me, you think I'm not worth much and that I'm a complete waste of space and time. your probably expecting me to fight you on this but the thing is I don't care anymore. I actually agree with you i think your right  I love you more than anything but you need someone who doesn't hate them self that is doubting every decision I ever made except the one to protect the person I viewed and still do as my sister I love you good bye
-Rosemarie
p.s
None of this is your fault its mine. Please don't try to find me because you wont .

Every one was here I kept repeating my mantra along with Dimitri, "all my fault" we kept saying it over and over I never once thought that but she thinks I did god I'm a terrible person
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Mason
I got the call from Lissa so I went to roses  room when I walked in I noticed two group shots were missing the one when our group was first formed then one from after the attack everyone was there even Dimitri the Russian god/ warlord. Rose is a god too she saved me from two strigoi one ancient with two rusty silver swords.

Her bed room was suprisingly neat I picked up the letter address to me

My brother,
Mace you are one of my oldest friends. As I sit here writing this the main things that come to mind are how we use to get in trouble, pulling pranks, partys , play full banter and how we always were good friends from the moment we met.

I've kept so many things from you I just hope I still have my brother after this. Mace first off this is something Lissa will help you understand .... I'm shadow kissed second I'm pregnant third  and finally I fell in love with someone think about how I've acted since I've got back.
I'm so sorry,
Rose

I can't believe rose is leaving/left. I can't believe she is pregnant. Now I find out why she was oblivious to me I wonder who had finally trained rose. that's when all the pieces fell into place..... And it hit me........who trained with rose.........
Bloody Belikov.
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Eddie
I see Lissa sitting in one corner of the room saying over and over, "its all my fault"
Mason is sitting on the couch I can tell he's happy, surprised , annoyed and angury. I pick up the peiece of paper that says my name.
Edison castle
.dear brother,
You, mace and christian are like the brothers I've never had(as far as I know?) And I will deny this but I love you all.  As I sit here writing yours and maces letter every thing from pranks, detension, parties, our banter every thing is flashing through my head.

I've been keeping things from you two. First I'm shadow kissed and I have abilities that go with that(ask Lissa) second im pregnant  third I fell in love think about how and what I've been doing and acting

I hope your still my brother good bye Eddie
Rose.

I'm going to miss her and of course she still has her brother
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Dimitri
I waked in and noticed things were missing I also noticed ashford is staring daggers at me I picked up my letter it said guardian Belikov
Shit this isn't good. After I halled ass to get back here tasha is standing in the room looking at me as I read this my emotions plane on my face

Guardian belikov
You and princess dragomir  broke me I'm done I'm gone
Don't try to find me I mean it too.
Guardian Hathaway

After everybody was assembled the group letter  was read by mason.
He started," my brothers, princess, guardian belikov,
I'm sorry to those I didn't right a letter my ride is early but I don't  like you any less Chrissy your like a brother to me mia your like one of my greatest friends. There are many reasons why I left. Princess our relationship had become like the bond totally one sided like I said in the letter I agree I'm not worth anything. I'm broken. by now mace  and Eddie might have probably figured out why  but Lis....the princess is oblivious .

I'm sorry for the pain and a waste of time I had become to you. You might never see me again Alberta knows everything she won't tell you  guardian belikov she'll kill you if you even go ten feet near her
Goodbye all
Rosemarie Hathaway"

Eddie asked ," what the hell happened why was she using those titles who broke her?"

Mason said,"Eddie did she tell you three things she was Keeping from us the shadow kissed thing the kid thing and the love thing?"
Eddie nodded and continued," belikov was the love thing she didn't name him but now that she brought attenson to it, it is fucking obvious belikov and Lissa broke her Lissa what did you say to her? "

Lissa replied "I blamed her for Dimitri's decision to leave but she just took it and didn't fight she was crying and rose never crys "
Every one stormed out I stayed put in her room.
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Abe
I stood out side the academy's gates waiting for my daughter when she walked out she looked surprised to see me. Alberta had told me everything about rose and her situation I was surprised that the princess did that to rose.

I said "rose I am your dad"
Rose exclaimed ," zemy your my dad?"
I nodded and we kept talking as we got into the car and we drove off