death • jicheol

SPECIAL CHAPTER

Why did Jihoon kill Seungcheol?
(The First Time)

12:53 am

Kring...kring...

"Sorry, the number you have dialled is out of reach. Please try your call later."

Ibinato ko ang cellphone ko sa dingding. Mas lumala ang galit nararamdaman ko at mas nag-init ang dugo ko.

"Ahhhhhhh!!," I screamed in so much anger.

The walls and the ceiling cracked. Kumurap-kurap ang mga ilaw at nabasag ang mga salamin. My wallpaper peeled off from its form.

I clutched my heart as it started to beat painfully.

"Choi Seungcheol!," I shouted.

Ngunit hindi siya dumating. Anger and pain grew more.

Bakit? Bakit niya ako inaway? Bakit niya ako iniwan kanina? Bakit late siyang umuwi?!

Guilty ba siya sa mga sinasabi ng iba? Totoo kaya? Na may iba siya? Na hindi lang ako ang kasintahan niya?!

A ball of fire formed in my fist. Ibinato ko iyon sa isang sulok at halos mabingi ako ng sumabog iyon. Pero wala akong pakialam! I repeated and repeated doinh it until the house is set on fire. Pero wala pa rin akong pakialam!

The house burned and I am still crying and shouting. I sent blows of fire and fire and lava at the whole place.

"Choi Seungcheol!!!!!," I shouted again.

A fissure of power spread into the room. My eyes quickly looked for him. Then, there he is, standing at the other end of the room, looking worried and pained while looking at me.

How fake!

Nagpakita din siya? Pero para ano? Makipagbreak na sa akin? Sabagay, who would want to have a relationship with an insan and rude man like me?!

But he can't break me up! He can't leave me! He can't!

"Jihoonie...may problema ba?," he asked.

Mas lalo akong napaiyak. "Walanghiya ka! Manloloko! Manloloko!," I shouted.

I disappeared and appeared again in front of him...with a dagger in my hand.

"Jihoon!," he exclaimed.

Mabilis kong itinaas ang kamay ko at ibinaon ang kutsilyong hawak ko sa balikat niya. Blood spurted from it and my eyes burned more.

"You can't break me up! You can't!," I shouted.

He groaned low and shouted in pain.

"Jihooooon!!!!"

I could feel my eyes turning red again and I almost could hear my inner demon feasting. The Death side of me.

Itinaas ko ulit ang kamay ko at ibinaon naman iyon sa dibdib niya. He fell into the floor at what I did. I straddled him quickly and raised the dagger again.

You won't hurt me again! You won't! I'll do it first! I'll do it! I'll kill you!

I STABBED his heart.

"Die!," I shouted.

Another one.

"Fuck you!"

Three.

"I hate you!"

Four.

"LEAVE."

Five.

"ME."

Six.

"ALONE."

Seven.

"FOREVER!"

Eight.

"Die!"

Nine.

"Never come back!"

Ten.

"I hate you!"

I dropped the knife as I dropped myself on his body. Hinihingal ako, basang basa ng pawis at dugo. I held my chest when my heart clenched. Tears started falling from my eyes.

Bakit ganito?

"Baby..."

I looked at his face. Mas lalo akong naiyak. His face is pale, blood dripping from his mouth, eyes are red, but still, he is pretty handsome and gorgeous.

"What?," I asked.

He smiled snd caressed my cheeks.
"You are so cute killing me. Well, you always are."

I bit my lips. Agad ko siyang sinampal sa mukha at sinabunutan.
"Tangina mo! Mamatay ka na!"

He chuckled but he just choked in his blood. Lumala ang pag-iyak ko ng iangat niya ang kamay niya and dried my tears.
"I am serious, baby."

Tinabig ko ang kamay niya. "DIE. Just die and never come back anymore."

He chuckled and closed his eyes. He groaned in pain. But he is really stupid and he kept saying stupid things.

"You are beautiful, baby...So b-beautiful..."

I closed my eyes tightly and clutched my chest.
"Stupid. Stupid. STUPID!"

"STUPIDLY ATTACHED TO YOU."

"STOP!"

He chuckled. Maya't maya ay naramdaman ko ang isang kamay niya sa pisngi ko.

"I am sorry...i-if I had done s-something...again. Goodbye...S-see you i-in ny next life...I love you, baby"

His breathing stopped and I couldn't help but to wail only.

I...I killed Seungcheol.

I killed my...lover.

I killed him!

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