Hold On Til May ~Kellic~

~~Three~~

The week after I had kind of talked to Kellin was amazing, just like he said, he hasn't forced me to speak. I was very happy about that.

We were all currently sitting in front of the school and Mike, Tony, and Kellin were talking. I was looking at nature like I normally do when I'm outside. As I was looking at nature, I spotted someone that I never wanted to see again.

"Vic...are you okay, you look scared." Tony said.

"M-Mike..." I whispered.

"Vic, what is it?" Mike asked. My eyes had not left the person. I felt someone sit behind me and have their face right next to mine. I knew it was Mike, he's the only one who ever does that. "That son of a bitch, what the fuck is he doing here?"

"What are you guys talking about, and why are you guys so angry at someone?" Kellin asked.

"Not my place to tell unless Vic says its okay, but I will say a couple things and those are, one, if you here any rumors about Vic, ignore them and two, we must protect Vic at all cost." I had looked down after Mike had said that.

"What's going on?"

"Hello Michael, Victor." The one person said.

"Jaime." Mike said with anger and disgust clear in his voice. "What do you want?"

"I just wanted to say hi to some new classmates...and I guess some old ones as well."

"What do you mean?"

"I mean, that I got transferred to a new school, which just so happened to be this one, and now I go to school here."

"You piece of shit better not start any rumors about Vic again."

"Like that's going to happen."

"What the hell is going on?!" Kellin yelled/asked.

"Oh, hello, I'm Jaime, and I'm here to ruin Vic's life again." Jaime said.

"What do you mean again?"

"I mean, I ruined Vic's life and made his life a living nightmare at our old school, and now I'm going to do it again."

"Vic..." I didn't say anything to Kellin, I just glared at Jaime.

"Oh Vic, you should've known that this was going to happen again, anyway, see you four around." Jaime said before walking away.

"Vic..." Again, I didn't say anything to Kellin, I just stood up and walked way with my head down as tears threatened to roll down my face. I walked straight to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. I looked terrible.

"Vic...please talk to me..." I heard Kellin say when he walked into the bathroom. I had looked down before he walked in just in case anyone saw me. I shook my head 'no' to answer Kellin's question, and to also try to get rid of the tears threatening to spill. "Vic please..."

"Kellin... No..."

"I just want to know, what happened between the two of you that made him want to make your life a living nightmare?"

"P-please don't make me talk..." I seriously wanted to cry right now.

"What the fuck is a girl doing in here?" I heard him ask.

"I'm a guy."

"No guy should dress like a girl."

"It makes me feel confident."

"You're not going to feel confident if you get raped wearing that." Kellin didn't say anything. I looked at him through his reflection in the mirror, he looked ready to cry. "You're both are freaks." He said before leaving.

"D-don't listen to him."

"I know." Kellin said he walked over to me and hugged me from behind. I turned in his arms so that I could hug him back.

"I-I promise I'll explain everything, b-but I'm not ready to just yet, okay?"

"Okay, I'll tell you everything as well, I promise." Kellin said as he hugged me tighter. We stayed like that, even after the bell rang to go to first period. "Vic...?"

"Y-yeah?"

"Your voice sounds beautiful, you should talk more."

"Thanks Kellin, but I'm not sure... I haven't talked since-" I immediately stopped talking.

"Since when?"

"Since something that I'm not ready to talk about."

"Okay, tell me when you're ready." I nodded. We pulled away from each other we heard the bathroom door open. We looked over to see that it was Mike.

"Hey...are you okay Vic?" I just shrugged my shoulders and looked down. "Okay, we should all just... skip class for the rest of the day, I'm pretty sure mom would understand why."

"My mom wouldn't care." Kellin said.

"Okay, let's go then." We all left the bathroom as Kellin texted Tony about our plans. Tony said he would love to join us, but his mom would be pissed if she found out, but he said that he had other friends to sit with at lunch so the three of us could just go ahead.

"What are we going to do?" Kellin asked.

"I don't know, wanna just go to our house and play video games?"

"Sure." And with that, we started to walk to mine and Mike's house. When we got there, we walked in. Mike explained to our mother what happened when we got there while me and Kellin went up to my room.

"Okay, all mom said was that it's okay that we skip school, but to invite Tony over later."

"That's okay, I'll text him now to let him know." Kellin said as he pulled his phone out of his pocket. Me and Mike just sat there until he was done texting Tony. When Kellin was done, we all began to play video games until Tony got here, and when he did, him and Mike left, leaving me and Kellin alone in my room.

"V-Vic...c-can I ask you s-something?" I nodded. "Please don't get mad at me for asking this, but...w-what's the deal with Jaime, why is he so mean to you?"

"K-Kell..."

"Vic, I know that you aren't ready to tell me anything, I just want to know why he's so mean to you."

"Because of something I said, but that's all I'm telling you right now, okay?"

"Okay."

"W-why do you wear girls clothes, other than the fact that you feel confident in them."

"I'll tell you the reason behind it, when you tell me why you guys moved here." I nodded and looked at my hands. "You obviously don't have to tell me now, not until you're ready."

"I know, and thank you Kellin."

"What for?"

"For actually being my friend and not really keeping secrets from me."

"Of course Vic, that's what a caring person does for others." I smiled. For the rest of the time up until Kellin had to leave, we just talked and played video games. When he left, I didn't talk to Mike or my mom, just like I normally would. I will only talk to Kellin for now, he is the only person I trust to hear my voice at all right now.

I will eventually talk to them, including Tony and Justin, just not yet. I am barely comfortable talking to Kellin, so it might take a while before I actually talk to anyone but Kellin. With that thought in mind, I went to sleep dreaming about Kellin.