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life is lonely with nobody in it.

i spend most of my time sleeping. being awake is too much to handle. so i open these eyes at the break of dawn and repress my inner thoughts. and when it's time to come home i curl up and think of someplace else. 

a lot of the time i try to picture her face in my mind. the freckles dotting her nose and cheeks remind me of constellations.

i can never say anything to her. she has somebody and i need to keep my space. but i can't. everything about her seems to make me want to know her more. makes me want to love her more. but how stupid i am. i don't know her. i mean nothing to her.

i'm never going to mean anything to anyone.

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