"I just don't get why you had to have gone alone with him!"
This has been going on for a while and I was honestly so sick of it. Simon has always been the jealous type, and I always choose to ignore it but he has been going too far lately. Right now he's mad that I went over to Ethan's for some lunch and just a casual chill day.
However, he is mad at the fact that Ethan posted a snapchat of us and we were getting "touchy" according to Simon.
"What are you trying to say Simon? That I cheated on you with Ethan? One of your best fucking friends!?"
By this time I was absolutely outraged. How could he not trust Ethan and I?
"Look, I saw the snapchats and everything! Just admit it Camila!"
"Admit what, Simon?!"
"That you don't love me anymore, and you're cheating on me!" He snapped.
The room went silent for what felt like an hour. I was going over what just happened and thinking about how great Simon was the first year and a half of us going out. It's been 2 years now. He would always cuddle me when I came home from work and he would have me be in so many of his videos. His fans don't even think we are going out anymore since he doesn't post or mention me.
Which I don't mind, I'm not really into the attention. But he's just so different.
"I'm done Simon.." I leave the room with tears streaming down my face. This is the decision I made, I'm done. I got up to our room and slammed the door shut.
I got my suitcase and started with putting in all my clothes.
I hear Simon march up the stares and burst through the door, "what the fuck are you doing Camila?" His voice was a little softer but still irritated.
"Simon, I told you I'm done." I said through tears. He has to know that he can't just treat me like this anymore. He's constantly yelling and accusing me.
"Are you seriously throwing away what we have for a little fight?!" He raises his voice again.
"A little fight!? Are you serious? Simon, when was the last time you have hugged or kissed me? When was the last time you have had a conversation with me without yelling? You have been treating me like shit for a while now and I'm done. You're not the same."
I can see frustration hit him, "Camila... It's just been so stressful lately, I can't give you all the time in the world!"
"I'm not asking for all the time in the world, I'm asking you to treat me like your girlfriend!"
"Maybe.... Maybe I don't have time for a girlfriend." He says quietly, looking at the floor.l
"Yeah, maybe you don't." And with that I took my packed suitcases and headed out the door. I made my way to my car and just sat there crying my heart out.
How could this happen? I'm still completely in love with him. I just have to
Let it go.
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Hey guys! This is the first chapter of "let it go" and I really hope you like it. I've never made fanfiction so sorry if I suck lol. The next chapter will be the day they met and basically walking you through Camila amd Simons relationship. Okay well bye and thanks for reading :)!
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LET IT GO // Miniminter
FanfictionI used to recognize myself It's funny how reflections change When we're becoming something else I think it's time to walk away..
