Depression?
Am i depressed?People say that i am but i dont think i am.
I mean i'm not sad.But i'm not exactly happy either..
I can laugh and joke and smile during the day,But....
Sometime's when i'm alone i just forget how to feel..
I love Justin Bieber. His music helps me through a lot .
But at school people don't know what happens to me at home.
They dont know how bad i want to just sit in a corrner and just.CRY.
people call me fat they call me ugly. It doesn't get to me at first . But once i get home .
I LOSE IT.
People don't know what it's like to live in my world.
yeah i have been bullied before but not a lot of people know that about me.
I get in this state where i won't talk to anyone.
i lie and say i'm sick but really.I just don't wanna here my self talk because i know that no one wants to.
And then sometimes I just think "what if I cut my self'?
I wanna cut myself but....Then i'm like "why would i do that i have no emotions anyway so why even try"
I MISS BEING HAPPY.....
Depression??
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PoetryThese are the poem's I write even tho there not that good.The first two are for my best friends. I love them to the moon and back to the moon and back.The last one is about my dad who just does not care and i don't really know why......Hope you enjo...
