letters to nobody ▶️ f.w

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dear fred,

i shouldn't have believe them. why was i so fucking blind!

"shortie are you really sure you want to go with fred?"

"yes cedric! i've told you and my brother million times"

"we're sorry we just don't want you getting hurt okay?"

"thanks guys. thanks for looking out for me"

"it's no problem shortie! you know we'll always be here when you need us."

it was the night of the yuleball.

"wowzer freddie you got a nice one right here!"

"i'll kick your ass lee if you don't shut up"

"fiesty! if you and fred ever broke it off you can always go to me"

"keep talking lee and you'll end up as dinner tomorrow"

were you thinking 'dont worry lee she's yours after this day'

it was about almost the middle of the night when you decided to take me outside because you wanted to talk

"august look i'm sorry i-"

"are you gonna say what i think you're gonna say?"

"yes, well i actually like angelina and i don't want to break your heart but i-"

"but you already did fred."

"im sorry august"

"It's okay fred you can go to angelina now."

did you hear the exhaustion in my voice?

"im so sorry august."

"it's okay fred, if it's meant to be it will be and maybe today's not my day."

"i just want to let you know august that maybe, someday you'll get what you deserve and you don't deserve me."

but freddie i do but maybe not today.

"bye fred"

"bye august"

and i walked by the stairs to go back when you grabbed my hand and said

"we'll still be friends right, august?"

"yeah fred we'll still be friends"

tears threaten to spill now.
why was i so dumb to not know that i've been played.

they were right, theyve been right all along.

yours truly,
august 'heartbroken' scamander

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