One Way Or Another: Finding Niall Horan

Chapter 16- "Going Crazy"

"I would except I can tell..and feel that he is enjoying himself, aren't you Niall?" Says whats-her-face pressing on to me...When did I tell her my name? I just shake my head only making it spin more.

"Can you get off please Meg" I say hoping that's her name. She shoves me back and gets up furious.

"It. Is. JEN! How many times do I have to tell you? Ugh I don't understand how you keep forgetting that!"

"Well clearly that's the impression you've made" Says Louis quite rude, clearly fed up with her. She grunts in frustration and storms off. Liam puts an arm around me helping me up.

"Lets go home Niall" he says kindly at me.

The next day my head pounds so hard, I cant even get out of bed, It pounds harder when the bits and pieces of last night start coming together, I simply can't believe I was making out with another girl..well she was the one making out with me, I had no idea what was going on. Still I feel dirty like I cheated. Things get worse when I turn to see the calendar and find that is Millie's 18th birthday. So I take my sweet time in the shower trying to forget the memory, and hurting over the fact that I cant be with my girl on her special day. Liam comes in later with a glass of orange juice.

"Thanks bro" I say to him taking a small sip.

"Listen mate, try not too feel too guilty of last night, it wasn't your fault" I raise an eyebrow at him.

"What? How'd you know I was feeling like that" he just smiled and shrugged

"Well we know you...and on the way home last night you kept shouting 'Im sorry Millie' over and over until you fell asleep" I look down but truth is I cant remember that far. "But in all honesty, you got nothing to be sorry for, you just over did the drinks, happens to the best of us, and the girl was...the girl was a slut"

"I just feel awful" I take another sip of the juice, and leave out the fact that I feel like I am going crazy.

"I know" he puts a hand in my shoulder and I know that no one will judge me for it "Come on, Harry is making breakfast"

"I'll be right out" He nods and leaves, I lay back down, I am not hungry at all.

***Millie's POV***

"Is that the last box?" I ask Elaine.

"Yup" She nods looking at her empty room, her face drops and she starts to pout "My room, my beautiful room" she whimpers, and I just hug her.

"I'm sorry El, thanks for the sacrifice" She looks at me and composes her self.

"No I am fine, I mean I was gonna leave Elmira anyways, I want to go places! But you gotta admit my room was the shiz" I nod in agreement "Besides" Elaine continues "We have to get a hold of your honey Niall, and I gotta get me my green eyed babe"

I laughed and took one of the last boxes down stairs, I am in a more than happy mood, today is my 18th birthday its bitter sweet day but I try not to think of the negative sides of it. I didn't want a party or any sort of celebration, because as long as Niall isn't with me at all on my birthday all it does is remind me that time is flying and I am getting older and he's still without me. So I chose that today being my 'special day' and all, if anyone wanted to anything nice for me they'd help me move and get the hell out of Elmira and off to New York City.

Michael rented us a moving truck, that he himself was gonna drive for the almost 4 hours it would take us to get to NYC, we'd take our own separate car but he wanted to make sure we'd get there safely, I'd sold my car so we could lower the expense, and I'd share a car with Elaine.