Gone with the wind

Learning the hard way.

There was a time when things were normal. Not that normal is an actual thing. Deep down inside I just wish I knew where I was. But honestly at the moment I have no idea what so ever as to where that might be. Life can be super questionable, especially at times like these.

Okay, so let me introduce myself, my name is Panelli . I'm from a small town in America where my friends refer to me as "Nelli" , "Nell", or "Li". I'm also known as the odd one at my high school. The popular crowd and I don't fit like two peas in a pod, it's quite the opposite actually. I think it's due to the part of my being that doesn't want to fit in or be known as the "Cool Kid". Honestly to me the popular crowd is just plain boring because everyone in the school knows everything that every other person is doing, and which of course personality wise as well. Me? I like to be mysterious and not known, so people can actually wonder what I do in my spare time or wonder what my personality is as a whole. Sometimes people ask for things to come true and make them learn lessons the hard way. Which is what happened to me .