Him // E.D

One

School started literally a week ago and I'm already sick and tired of it. I met a lot of nice amazing people that Bella was friends with and they happily invited me into their friend group, thank god. But I also met a lot of fucking assholes. I would say about 97% of my school was made up of stuck up bitches, fuckboys, and girls trying to be cute but just coming off extremely slutty.

I haven't said a word to any of the guys since I left that night, not even Grayson. I figured it was just be best to keep my distance and not cause anymore drama. I've seen Ethan in the hallways a few times, he isn't in any of my classes thank God, but I have seen him. Every time I do see him, I just want to curl up in a ball and cry. He always makes this awkward ass eye contact with me, and seeing him just reminds me of everything we had, everything he said that night.

"You alright there Selena?" Bella came up behind me, causing me to slam my locker shut. "Jesus Bella you scared the shit out of me" I laughed, throwing my school bag over my shoulder. Thank God it was the end of the day. And it was Friday. "Sorry" She laughed. "What are you doing now? I don't feel like going home and just sitting around all weekend." We walked down the hallway towards the school parking lot.

She stopped and looked at me with a weird face. Okay? "I would say we could hangout but I'm going over Grayson's house and we all know how you feel about going there since-" "Yeah no thank you." I laughed, walking out of the school building. God I hated this place. "You're gonna have to get over it sooner or later Selena" She called after me. I stopped in my tracks and let her catch up to me. "You can't be mad at them forever. Well I mean not Grayson at least. He didn't do anything." She shrugged

She was right. Why was I ignoring all of them? I mean Ethan was understandable, but why everyone else? Grayson was, well is, my best guy friend. Like I literally told him everything and anything, he was always there for me. I don't want that to end. "You're right" I sort of whispered so that she wouldn't hear me. "What?" She laughed, walking towards her car. "I said you're right, I'll meet you at Grayson's." I hopped into my car, leaving her absolutely speechless. I wasn't expecting that from myself either honestly. I don't know what I was getting myself into, but I was just praying that Ethan wouldn't be there.

The drive there was short, considering the school was not even five minutes from our houses. Which honestly I am so thankful for, because I can sleep in a little longer and still make it to school on time.

I pulled into their driveway, directly behind Bella's car. Memories from the past few months flooded through my mind. I wanted to cry, smile, and laugh all at once, it was so weird. "I haven't told Gray you were coming yet." Bella walked up their steps before me, opening the door slowly. "Wonderful" I muttered under my breath. This should be interesting.

"Babe! I brought you a present!" Bella yelled into the surprisingly empty house. "Ooo I love presents!" I heard and all too familiar voice yell back. It's been way too long since I've heard that voice. I missed it so much.

Grayson walked into the living and stopped in his tracks. A huge smile formed across his face as he realized me standing there. "Selena!" He screamed running towards me. I laughed as he picked me up and spun me around. I could hear Bella laughing beside us, I truly did miss this, a whole lot. "It's about damn time you talked to me!" My feet finally landed back on the ground. Grayson looked at me, smiling. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have shut you out like that. I missed you" It was true, I really did. I missed having my best guy friend.

"I missed you too lena" He smiled. Jesus Christ. "Oh fuck, you're bringing that back again!?" I groaned. I followed him into the kitchen as he laughed. "Damn straight I am." Bella sat next to me, admiring Grayson's every move. Sometimes I wished that me and Ethan were still together. We would have been so perfect together, I swore he was the one. But I guess not.