what was i to you?
what am i to you?
was i ever something to you? or was i just an element of your surroundings. something that existed but did not exist in your world at the same time. will you please turn around and spare me a second glance?
give me hope that i have a chance with you? and then will you try not to break my heart in the same instant by turning back to stare at your crush?
she likes you too you know. i overheard her mentioning you to her friend. both of you are scared of making the first move. i know i can change that. but how can i when i want all of you for myself? i want to see you happy. i really really do. but how can i do that at the expense of my fragile heart?
"Hey! You are Wynn , right? "
"Um hi. Yeah that would be me."
"Would you mind exchanging seats with me?"
i know exactly why she wants to change seats. she too wants to stare at your lush light brown lips and tousled black hair. imagining herself in your lithe arms. should i let her?
but maybe i have a chance. maybe you'll notice me today , i don't want risk an opportunity.
"Okay sure."
she flashes her mega-watt smile at me and moves to shift her things.
i gather my stuff and start to leave when your voice stops me.
"Hey where are you going?"
as i start to turn around my heart thuds a little faster. you care. you care about me sitting away from you.
"Oh I was moving my stuff to this seat here." i hear her voice.
and i open and promptly close my mouth just in time to see you grinning at her. i know you guys will be good together.
i'd like to think i'll find a better version of you. i'm too good for you. you're perfect. but maybe i'm perfecter.
you look at me and smile slightly and i reciprocate with one of my own before turning away.
i won't be forgetting you anytime soon. oh no. that will a bit far fetched. but this is a start. i'm giving you to her. you don't know you were mine but you were. i assure you.
i look back one last time.
your heads together , her giggling at something you said and you chuckling at her blushing self.
i ship it.
A/N: what was this.even i don't know. in other news, i'm writing new chapters yay. no more procrastinating >o<
