Sick And Tired- Or Maybe Just Tired
Sometimes I feel tired
Tired of all the bullshit
And the non-existent fantasies
Tired of chasing
That I just wanna stop
It's hard to continue to believe
When all you feel is grieve
So I start to feel sick of everything
Sick of the world
I can't always be brave
Can't always hold one smile
Sometimes I tend to break
And I can't do anything to stop that
Sometimes I want the world to stop
I want time to freeze
So I won't have to do anything
Just for a moment
Just for a tiny moment
I feel tired of living
Tired of breathing
Tired of all the pressure of the universe
And I just kinda....
COLLAPSE
A n d
SHATTER
But I can't ever stop the feeling
Cause it's something sent from the heart
A message giving us lost hope
And sometimes
I send the message straight to spam
And I continue on
The hardest times are always the most tiresome
The working moments are the times I look back
And I saw a time where I wasn't tired
Where I was just simply
L I V I N G
Something I haven't done in a while
A long while
So I break down
And cry
And shout
And yell
I let it all out
But sometimes even in the most crucial moments of life
I don't feel this way
I just simply feel
T. I. R. E. D.
{Torn apart
Inside- never
Really
Ever
Done }
And sometimes
All I want is a nap
Cause I'm just simply, tired
~~~~~~
You told me to be fine
{But I didn't know the definition of fine}
