The Girl Behind the Mask

Judgment Day

Judgment Day

noun

Definition:

The day when someone finally points out

your biggest flaw;

when you people see the real you.

Everyday I fear this.

Going to school wondering if today is the day.

Being self - conscious in the hallway

when people laugh,

whisper,

and look at you.

All I can think is,

what do they think of me?

Spend so much time finding the right clothes.

Telling myself I am invisible to them,

Talking to someone to try to forget that

there are people possibly watching.

Paranoid that today will be the day.

The day that someone says my biggest flaw

out loud.

I care too much about what I look like,

because of this day.

Maybe it will never come.

Maybe that is wishful thinking.

Why does it have to be this way?

Why do I care so much?

Why is it that this day is feared so much?