The Girl Behind the Mask

What is Wrong with Me?

The crying

The guilt

Frequently checking depression tests online

Trying to understand

the things going on in my head

I want people to see,

see that I am hurting,

and I don't Know why

But I can't tell them

My mom would blame herself

The thought of upsetting her

makes me sick

My dad would try to be strong,

but would he break too?

There is the problem of having to tell,

say it out loud to someone,

someone who love me,

that I feel like I am broken,

not myself,

hurting

That I am probably overreacting'since this feeling is not too constent.