The Girl Behind the Mask

Fear of Loss

I have a fear.

A fear of losing people.

Say I Love You before

I leave, just in case,

In case they're not 

there when I get back.

Living in fear,

that I will lose someone else.

I have lost too many.

Three.

Three gone.

Unable to say goodbye.

One: I was too young.

Two: Was taken.

Three: I was afraid.

I fear of losing my parents.

Fighting with my mom.

Leaving mad.

Immediately saying sorry.

Saying it before I leave,

or sleep.

Fear of losing freinds.

Maybe it was me.

I may never know.

But this is why,

the words

Goodbye and 

I Love You

are so important